siao Siao MaNGaS FaNatic

It's the year of DRAGON!

2012-01-24T02:59:00.002+08:00

DRAGON year now!

It's actually the 2nd day of Chinese New Year now!

*yawn*

I should be dozing soon~

Happy Lunar New Year to all!

KinKi Kids' 32th Single - 変わったかたちの石

2012-01-11T02:08:00.001+08:00

【変わったかたちの石】 will be officially released today!
11th January 2012!

The first single for 2012!

And 2012 will be KinKi Kids 15th Debut Anniversary!

Hopefully there will be some events to celebrate the 15th Anniversary!

Can't believe that they've debuted for 15 years already!!!

Time flies, but we fans know one thing for sure...

KinKi Kids Forever!

Cover for First limited press of
変わったかたちの石

Love it!
Love the song too!
Then again, I seldom don't like their songs,
I love them all!
Especially the ones the both of them co-write!

=))

New Year Resolution?

2012-01-10T02:34:00.000+08:00

I know some people have New Year Resolutions...

I seldom have...

*cough*
Cos I know it's hard to keep them...

Tsk Right, I know...

Cos I know I lack the "power" to whip myself...

However, I will try my very best to keep them this year

*Crossing my fingers*

Here's my New Year Resolutions:

1) To get a job asap (I wish and wish and wish, folks, pray for me too k)

2) To save more $ (Shouldn't be too hard I think)

3) To lose more weight (In progress now.... more to go)

4) To cut down visiting the Cyberworld (A little hard, since I do a lot of things over there)

5) To go to Japan again (If I manage to save, this shld be easy)

6) To get a iPad! (Nah, this one's just joking... maybe?)

7) To get an e-reader! (This one I've been aiming for some time)

8) To get moi-self a kareshi (Very hard I think, 5 stars difficulty)

9) To get a PS3! (If I keep spending... I will never be able to save and go Japan = =)

10) To stop listing more resolutions.... (This is making me think.... I'm making wishes instead)

11) I probably should stop now, and try to stop cursing soon

12) To stop myself from getting disappointed in some ppl...

This shall be all

= =

I think I'm really making wishes instead....

Tsktsk... Oh well

But I really hope to go to Japan again...

I missed it lots!

Misses the Dome, misses Tokyo, misses Osaka, Nara!
=(

Happy Birthday to my friend....

2012-01-04T02:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Esther!

She just hit the big 3-0 too!

It's yet another benchmark!

Best wishes!

Anyway, I've also wished her via sms~~~

*cough*

Heehee

Happy Birthday to my friend...

2012-01-03T02:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Aiqing!

She just hit the big 3-0!

It's yet another benchmark!

Best wishes!

Anyway, I've also wished her @ Facebook~

*cough*

Heehee

Happy Birthday to Dad!

2012-01-02T02:19:00.000+08:00

Today's my ah pa's birthday!

He hit 62 this year!

Well, not that he looked like those ah pehs yet...

At least that's how I feel when he had his hair dyed~

Happy Birthday~~

お誕生日おめでとうございます

2012-01-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

お誕生日おめでとうございます!!!!
Happy 33rd Birthday Koichi san!
光一桑！！！！祝你33岁生日快乐！
请继续和老婆大人恩恩爱爱哦！

Fairness

2011-12-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

What kind of theory is this?

That they can borrow $ from me

and yet when I need to borrow from them,

it's a big no-no....

= =

逃避

2011-12-03T22:38:00.001+08:00

嗯。。。

现在的人貌似特爱逃避现实

纯粹有感而发

Well

2011-11-30T22:32:00.001+08:00

Let's see
If you know me well and long enough

You will know that I am not a person who will take the initiative to contact anyone

Not that I'm not "eager" or "keen" enough to maintain the friendship

Oh well...

放不下

2011-11-27T01:55:00.001+08:00

一个苦者对和尚说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。”

和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。”

他说:“可我就偏偏放不下。”

和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来苦者被烫到马上松开了手。

和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下”

仕事の面接

2011-11-25T21:25:00.001+08:00

今朝は仕事の面接に行ってきました。
だから、うまくいけば、すべてがうまく行くと、私は仕事を得る！
私はたくさんのお金が必要！
これほど多く払う事との支払いに手形！

K Album!

2011-11-09T21:20:00.000+08:00

The arrival of K Album!
Limited Press and Normal Press

I woke up and open the door,
within 10 secs, Mr Fedex came!
Such a coincidence!

=))

and a pic from TV Guide!
They hold hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For how long we've all been waiting for this!
Heehee

可悲

2011-11-09T02:41:00.002+08:00

可悲的人类

可悲的人生

Reasons

2011-11-05T04:31:00.000+08:00

There are many reasons behind why I love KinKi Kids so much

That goes the same as to why I love Tsuyoshi too

Words are beyond how I can describe

What the both of them bring to me is far more from what I can give them or even to other people

The music that they bring to me

Gives me life

Gives me support in many ways

I know it may sound rather ridiculous to many

However

This is really how I feel

I am truly thankful and grateful

For the presence of KinKi Kids

Thank you Johnny san for discovering them

Thank you Koichi and Tsuyoshi for being the KinKi Kids we all know

Thank you for everything

I love you guys

---------------------------

This is yet another confession of mine...
It just suddenly hit me
So I gotta pen it down
They are all true in case you're wondering
From the bottom of my heart

不解

2011-11-01T23:32:00.001+08:00

我一直不太明白
倘若说你很在乎一个人
那又为什么要去伤害他

伤害了之后才来后悔
那又有什么用

难道没有人理解
后悔药是买不到的吗

这难道是一种心理变态不成

Forgot

2011-10-25T02:03:00.001+08:00

Actually, I just forgot what I wanna blog about...

Pretty random...

I just forgot all about what I wanna say...

Tsktsk...

Signs of me getting senile... maybe....

Anyway, another note,

I dreamt of a murder, dismember body... I think it's someone I know...

Can't rem who he was though (I know it's a guy... but who?)

Hmmm...

Anyway, bought a jacket... when I'm F**king broke...

Outta my mind I guess...

SGD 44.90

Price is alright lah... except not when I'm broke... T_T

Quite nice though.. but wait till I wash it and iron it first....

P/S: Dear Kami-sama, pls hear my prayers!

K Album's Cover

2011-10-12T21:32:00.003+08:00

And before I forget,

Here's the cover for K Album~
Both Limited and normal press~

BACK!

2011-10-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

Woohoo!

My darling laptop is back in my hands~~~

Bad news is, I lost all data and it is a hell lot of things

是与不是

2011-10-10T19:41:00.001+08:00

是我太老还是现在的人太幼稚

为何要一直拐弯抹角呢

直接了当岂不是更好吗

是就是

不是就不是

兜那么多圈子

何必呢

嘛，这是我的看法啦

Lion King - The Musical Version

2011-10-10T01:42:00.001+08:00

Went to watch the Lion King at MBS tonight with sis, mum and bro

It was an awesome performance!!!

Love it!

Everything was perfect, frm the music to the singing and the actions!

Go catch it if you haven't!

iPod & blackberry

2011-10-07T19:07:00.001+08:00

I am truly thankful that I have my iPod touch and my blackberry to use while my dear laptop is in a coma

Sigh

Monday pls come quickly!!!
So I can have my laptop be in good health asap!

ヽ(；▽；)ノ

Beloved laptop

2011-10-07T18:59:00.001+08:00

Beloved Sony vaio laptop went dead or coma since 4 octSigh。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。何でも！(♯｀∧´)Sending it for repair in Monday Hopefully all my files will be intact Otherwise I'll be super duper upsetAll my domoto and kinki stuffs!My novels!My mangas!My songs!Praying hard!And a damage to my wallet for the repair Sgd89！I need a job asap!Sighヽ(￣д￣;)ノ=3=3=3I think if there's a reason why I like iPhone or wat is cos of the emos I can use... Tat's wat my blackberry cannt do☆〜（ゝ。∂）Wish me luck for the repair of my laptop !

K Album!

2011-09-29T16:34:00.003+08:00

JE released the news of K album's release date!

KinKi Kids

K album　

2011.11.9 RELEASE

「絆・軌跡・感謝・感動」をテーマに、これまで楽曲提供をして下さった豪華作家陣と
再びタッグを組み完成したメモリアル・アルバム!!
山下達郎、吉田拓郎、Dreams Come true、YO-KING、堂島孝平、筒美京平、
馬飼野康二、織田哲郎、伊秩弘将、松本隆、秋元康 etc・・・（順不同）
音楽を愛するすべての人に聴いてほしい1枚。

Seriously, it's a mixed feeling lolx
Cos it's so ex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then again, it's my beloved KinKi Kids.... It's gonna worth it!

■初回盤:JECN-0270～271
CD(全13曲)+DVD
☆CD収録曲☆　※曲順未定
願う以上のこと　祈る以上のこと / 同窓会 /
危険な関係 / ラジコン / さよならのエトランゼ /
Family ～ひとつになること /
いのちの最後のひとしずく / ヒマラヤ・ブルー /
もっともっと / 破滅的Passion /
2nd Movement / Time / きみとぼくのなかで

☆デビューシングル「硝子の少年」から
最新シングル「Time」まで、KinKi Kidsシングル
全31曲のMusic Clipを収録したDVD付!!!

○初回盤仕様
①32Pスペシャルブックレット
②豪華プレミアムパッケージ仕様
③DVD付

■通常盤：JECN-0272
CD(全15曲)
☆CD収録曲☆　※曲順未定
願う以上のこと　祈る以上のこと / 同窓会 /
危険な関係 / ラジコン / さよならのエトランゼ /
Family ～ひとつになること /
いのちの最後のひとしずく / ヒマラヤ・ブルー /
もっともっと / 破滅的Passion /
2nd Movement / Time / きみとぼくのなかで /
僕が生まれた日 / Family ～ひとつになること
[Unplugged]

○通常盤仕様
①24Pブックレット
②ボーナストラック「僕が生まれた日」
「Family ～ひとつになること[Unplugged]」
2曲収録(初回盤未収録)

Marriage

2011-09-25T03:35:00.000+08:00

Ermmm

Nope, I am not getting married
Not in the near future,
Not in a couple of years
I leave it to fate...
(my overseas friend says I'm too introvert)
lolx

Anyway, main pt of this post
My cousin brother, who is one year younger than me,
(I think)
is getting married on the 1st October
Still thinking if I should go attend the church ceremony...
cos the venue is all the way at the EAST!

=.=

A bit "near" hor...

My bro's supposed to go be the "door opener"
So he has to go to my uncle's place real early

Hmm.... We'll see how things go...

Thought

2011-09-22T05:43:00.001+08:00

No matter how much I feel lost and hesitated now.

I need to live the way I want at last.

无论我此时是如何的彷徨迷茫，

最终，我都要过上自己想要的生活。

Let's see

2011-09-19T02:20:00.003+08:00

Actually, what I wanna say is....
I'm not sure who actually comes to my blog, I mean this one

Sometimes, to understand a person who doesn't deserve you to feel concerned for them
is very tiring....

I know how it feels
Actually, I should be ignoring that fact from now onwards
What's the point anyway....

Invisible

2011-09-17T07:47:00.002+08:00

It is time for me to do what I should have done ages ago
Be invisible

人间失格

2011-09-16T05:44:00.000+08:00

【人间失格】是KinKi的三部曲里的第一部
也是最悲伤、最禁忌、最虐人的一部

他们俩在里头奉献了各自的初吻

但是这部戏却没有美好的结局

诚死去了

留加精神失常了，在知道诚死了之后

诚在戏里一直被人欺负
没有理由的被欺负
他从没做错什么
可却一直被欺负。。。最后他受不了了
被他们逼得跳楼

这部戏不管是放在当年还是现在
都是会让人争议的一部绝好的戏

他们演出这部戏的时候还很年轻

这部戏，我只看了一遍
而且还是没看完的那种
我没法看完，看不下去
因为真的真的很虐人啊
虐心+虐身。。。

Wonders

2011-09-14T02:19:00.003+08:00

There are many times one would wonder why
Why to this
Why to that
Why to everything

I ask myself WHY too

I wish I can find the answer to those WHYs......

New interface eh....

2011-09-10T06:50:00.000+08:00

Blogger has a new interface...
and it looks weird...
maybe i'm just not getting used to the new look,
afterall, for freaking 5 years, or was it 6, i was using the previous version~~

alas... going to attend mitchell's wedding dinner in a couple of hours,
let's see, around 10 hours later~

need to trim my eyebrows,
do my hair
a little bit of make up

which, btw are all to what i dun like doing....

i'm lazy? maybe
i just don't like having "paint" over my face....

=_=

Sept already!?

2011-09-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

OMFG!
It's Sept already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time flies...................

Praying hard to get a new job asap...

Seriously running outta cash!

Well..

2011-08-10T07:07:00.001+08:00

それは、一方が少なくとも一度は友人に裏切られるというのは本当ですか？

-------------------

Seriously, if only my blogger is connected to twitter or something... hmmm

嗯。。。

2011-08-09T06:11:00.001+08:00

私は、で混乱しています

Happy National Day

2011-08-09T01:58:00.002+08:00

It appears, it might be
the very first time that I'm actually saying Happy National Day online
to my own hometown...
*cough*
I think so lah

So...

Happy 46th National Day to Singapore!!!!!!!!!

廉价

2011-08-04T03:20:00.004+08:00

当你打着爱一个人的名号来伤害他的时候
你可否有想过这是错的
难道这就是你所谓的爱

你曾经的承诺如果可以那么轻易的毁掉
那你所谓的爱情又值多少呢

你对他的爱爱是你说爱的时候就爱
不爱的时候就可以随意抛弃吗
他是你随意可以说来就来
说不要就可以不要的吗
可有想过
或许他就只有你一个人了
你就是他的唯一
他的全部

---------------------
这是偶然看到的一个小说
给我的感想

偶然看到一首给水瓶座的诗

2011-07-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

水瓶座——《孤星》

在天空里

有一颗孤独的星

黑夜里的旅人

总会频频回首

想象着那是他初次的

初次的爱恋

理由：水瓶座人深厌束缚的天性使得他们纵使在在婚姻中仍需维持某种程度的独立自主，事实上即使他的伴侣温柔而体谅，水瓶座的人依然喜欢独处，而不喜欢别人的干扰，因为对他们来说，孤独是一件美妙的艺术。像旅人一样孤身上路，怀念曾经错过的初恋，对某些人来说可能是伤感，但对水瓶来说有时是一种享受。

14のデビュー記念日!!!!

2011-07-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

朋友

2011-07-13T05:21:00.002+08:00

嗯。。。
其实我想说的是
我自己觉得我的朋友其实是挺多的
但是深交的
也就那么几个
我的个性比较淡
我不是那种喜欢整天出门的人
也不是那种喜欢为了交朋友而交的人
曾经有个交了20年的朋友突然之前迁怒于我
说我不再是她的朋友
重点在于，我连发生了什么事都不知道
很可笑吧
我努力修补过，也尝试问过为什么
可换来得不偿失
一次又一次换来了什么。。
so, tell me why I should continue to let myself be humiliated?
there are many times I wanna ask why... but then again, is it that important anymore?
I can swear and say that I've never done anything wrong, but that person would rather
believe someone that he/she has known for like a couple of months, than me...
so I believe, if any of you is me, you would have felt the pain I had back then...

Why am I talking about it right in the morning?
It's just a sudden thought...
Pop right into my mind....
That I feel that I ought to put it in words... as simple as that...

July

2011-07-13T05:03:00.001+08:00

Time flies!

It's July already!!!!

Hmmm....

I should be sleeping...

Boring.... T_T

When

2011-06-28T04:30:00.002+08:00

Let's see....
when was the last time I blog?
I think it was mid June?

Hmmm...
Have I lost interest in blogging?

I'm not obsesses in twitting or plurking... weird...

oh well....

嗯。。。

2011-06-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

人生在世

有什么可以尝试

有什么是不可以尝试的

人生也就那短短几十年

人为何都要苦苦相逼

我是很简单的人

没有你想象的那么复杂

是我把你想得复杂了吗

其实怎么想

我都觉得很累

为什么

2011-05-28T18:16:00.001+08:00

很多时候
你会不会在想
以后的自己会做什么

很多人都会那么想的吧

可是到了如今
和当初自己想的又符合了多少呢

悲观
乐观

人的观点有太多了

KinKi Kids とハッピー20周年記念！

2011-05-05T17:05:00.003+08:00

KinKi Kids とハッピー20周年記念！

Today is 5th May.
20 years ago in 1991, they met,
and 20 years later, they are without doubt, still the best aikata that they both have...
The 300 years oath/yakusoku, we still remember and we will, most definitely support and accompany~

20年前的今天，也就是1991年5月5日，他们俩相遇了。
20年后的今天，他们还是彼此的相方。
当中的羁绊有多么的强，多么的紧，我们大家明白着，也绝对支持着。
请你们俩要幸福！
300年的约定我们大家也会陪伴在左右~

KinKi Kids Forever!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

We Dunno

2011-04-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

We do not talk about it doesn't mean we don't really know what's going on

We just do not speak of it

There are bits and pieces of evidence that speaks of the truth

But

Is it really necessary to say out the truth

Sometimes

Truth hurts

That why most people chose to be ignorant

Happy Birthday!

2011-04-10T03:05:00.002+08:00

お誕生日おめでとうございます!!!!!

It's Tsuyoshi's 32nd Birthday!

付出

2011-03-30T03:48:00.002+08:00

很多时候
你会想
为什么你会无怨无悔去爱着那个人
甚至是放弃了尊严

为了什么呢
不过是为了一个
情字

人有着七情六欲
但是往往可以做到无情无欲的
却有几个呢

爱一个人始终是没有理由的

Shut up

2011-03-04T02:26:00.002+08:00

Couldn't they just shut up?

ARRGH

Crap

嗯。。。

2011-02-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

只是想发泄而已

有时觉得很累

很烦

只想要自由有那么难吗

唉

Happy Birthday

2011-02-11T07:23:00.003+08:00

Happy 29th Birthday to myself!!!!!

Well... it's that time of the year again...

I am offficially 29! T_T

Oh well, not that I feel I'm 29 anyway...

I miss Japan

I miss KinKi

I miss Tsuyoshi

Sigh....

My birthday wish for this year:

I want to see KinKi Kids 's Concert again!

I want to go to Japan again!

I want to get a new job that is awesome!

(Which pays awesomely too of course)

Wish me luck!

And hope all will come true!!!!!

Blessed

2011-01-22T05:08:00.002+08:00

There is not a day that I would not say I'm not blessed...

I am blessed...

Blessed with the thought and knowing that I'm glad I know them

I'm glad I love them

I'm glad I love him

I'm glad I've been there to see them

I feel blessed everytime I hear their voices, hear them sing, hear them talk

This is the bless I have now...

And I truly appreciate it!

I love you!

言情

2010-12-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

以前曾经说过不看言情小说
不过在今年起，开始看了。。
人还真是奇怪啊

看了那么多的故事后
老实说，我对于爱情的见解变了很多

或许隐约觉得自己怕了。。。

恩。。

算了。。顺其自然吧。。。

我无聊着

2010-12-05T15:38:00.000+08:00

好吧，
觉得有那么点无聊
本来应该出门
可是又很懒
唉。。。

距离去日本不到一个月了

兴奋的心情很难说得清
好想快点看到他们哦~

渴望

2010-11-28T15:52:00.001+08:00

嗯。。

其实我想过不止一次
我是真的很想就一直留在那里不回来

嘛
虽然还没去，哈哈，但是我知道去了就不是很想回来了

要不是语言上我还是不行
我还真的很想就留在那里

嗯，
要努力，把言语上的障碍搞定！！！
【握拳】

What a big joke

2010-11-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

It's the biggest joke of the year

I've never believed in feeling attached to a place,
and it's god damn true

FYL!

I'm not gonna FML cos I know I'll have a better one!

One Month

2010-11-10T14:06:00.002+08:00

Wow,

it's been a gap of one month since my last post...
how surprising.. or not?
oh well...

down with cough and sore throat and slight feverish
was on mc yesterday

then now... busy work daily
non-stop

new girl still not in!
when sia!

sigh

hmmm... been busy on writing...and dragging
shld be updating soon
but just dun feel like writing...
TAT

that's bad...

bought a lot of stuffs
like winter clothes...
still need to get cap, gloves

T^T

2 more days to pay day +
friday's D&D...

hopefully can win top prize
SGD 2000 worth of Tiger Airways Vouchers!
if win liao, i go Taiwan (dun think Tiger goes to Japan...)

爱

2010-10-10T05:36:00.002+08:00

如果说
有人问我
你爱过吗

我会说
我爱过的吧

虽然那是我单方面的爱

28岁了

不是不会想
而是不去想
选择逃避着

很多时候
我希望时间可以停止

我很享受现在的日子
上上班
回来后
就上上网
做做自己喜欢的事
看小说也好
看漫画也好
怎么样都好
我喜欢自由自在的过着

不喜欢被约束

每天这样
看着他也好
只要有听到他的声音也好

我是这么认为的

有时候，爱可以很简单的
不是吗？

Happy Children's Day

2010-10-01T15:46:00.001+08:00

Happy Children's Day to all!

Ahem,

of course, technically speaking...

We're no longer children...
but still!

Happy Children's day to all~

Dream~

2010-09-20T11:21:00.002+08:00

I am so happy and blessed~

I dreamt of Tsuyo~~~

In my dream, Tsuyo is like my best buddy or something

He was accompanying me to buy some stuffs
and no one seems to recognize Tsuyo!

Tsuyo lets me hold tight to his arm~
<3 <3 <3

So sweet of Tsuyo!!!!

Ahhhhhhhh

Too bad i gotta wake up and go to work...

T^T
I would have die to continue dreaming....
:(

but still, Tsuyo!!!!
<3

...

2010-09-11T23:22:00.003+08:00

Seriously,
I like what I'm doing
as in what I love doing...
not about work

I like to read
I like to write
I love getting myself high with KinKi Kids
Especially Tsuyoshi...

You might not understand why
but to be able to like him and his music (and of course their music)
is something I truly enjoy and love

I have no regrets in getting their stuffs

and of course if I am unable to get it for certain stupid reason
of course I will get mad

You might think of it as a waste of money
but I think it's worth every penny

Yes, it is true I cannot bring any of these when I step into my grave
But it's my own freaking money...

Tell me what is wrong with spending my own money?

I shall jolly well burn them all with me when I step into my own grave...

Buffet later

2010-08-30T16:10:00.001+08:00

Going to Japanese Buffet later

Leaving house @ 5pm

Then off to Kinokuniya

With Sista

Sayonara

Hmmm

2010-08-27T12:40:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... So I have not been blogging in Aug...

What have I been doing?

Reading

Reading

Reading

Writing

Reading

Reading

Brother's Bday Celebration

Watching KinKi's shows

More KinKi stuffs

Reading

Kate's Baby Shower + Jocelyn's Bday Celebration

Shopping

Reading

Writing

Spending Money online

Reading

I think that's about it....

I am really an indoor person

Seems pathetic

But I'm enjoying this kinda life

At least it's comfy!

Adidios~

不安

2010-08-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

再次感到不安

是因为老觉得有什么不好的事会发生

老觉得他们会有什么事似的

嘛。。。

不要让我的心如此不安可好啊？

Hair

2010-07-31T19:20:00.001+08:00

Had my hair chopped and colored today...

hmmm

not so bad

quite like it i guess...

i am tired now

yawn

about to go out again

未来

2010-07-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

未来的我将在何处呢

是否还是如此

我有很多梦想

能不能实现

都在一念之差

想要实现

只能靠自己

到你的国度

看着才华洋溢的你

那是我目前唯一也是最想做的

我的要求真的不过分

只要一眼就好

知道你幸福快乐

我也会觉得幸福的

来生

2010-07-26T15:39:00.003+08:00

突然探讨来生这个话题

其实也不是空穴来风

想过这个问题许久

人生若只是短短几十年

一定会有未完成的梦想

我时常在想

如果，

我就此离去

我的朋友当中

有几个会真正记得我

我现在有很多未完成的梦想

我想相信爱情

想相信未来

又有何人可以为我点亮一盏明灯呢？

Happy 13th Anniversary to KinKi Kids!!!!

2010-07-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

My most beloved idols!
Happy 13th Anniversary since 21st July 1997!!!!

We've all come a long way but rest assured,
we fans will stick to you guys like super glue
for the next 287 years!!!

最爱的KinKi Kids！
十三周年快乐！
未来的287年也请多多指教了！

Getting there

2010-07-19T13:59:00.002+08:00

It's getting nearer to 721~

Coming to 13 years~

Time flies~

But...

I'm sure we will all walk with the both of you for the next 287 years~

I love you, KinKi Kids!

Okay, so it's a little bit early for confession,
but I can't help it...
721 is one big day for us~

哥哥

2010-07-14T10:46:00.001+08:00

至今，
哥哥逝世已7年

据说是为了感情和抑郁
才选择自杀

倘若真有那么要选择的一天
我只想说，
你要好好活下去
为了自己和爱你的人

不要想不开

曾经的你
看不透人生
现在的你，我希望可以快快乐乐

水瓶座

2010-07-13T12:13:00.001+08:00

幾乎每個水瓶座的心底都有著一段刻骨銘心人間記憶，一個永遠無法忘記的背影。　　那也許只是極其短暫的兩情相悅，只是一種單戀，或只是一種只存在於虛幻空間。　　一切看起來是那麼平靜，那麼和諧。　　沒有驚天動地，沒有海誓山盟，沒有花前月下，沒有浪漫，沒有誓言，沒有溫度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永無燃點。　　水瓶座不容易喜歡上一個人。有人說水瓶座對伴侶的要求太高，其實並非這樣，水瓶座注重的是感覺。只是那麼輕描淡寫的一眼，那個人已經吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，從此目光便無法轉移。　　用一秒鐘愛上一個人，然後再付出一生去忘記，水瓶座就是這樣的試驗品。　　但幾乎所有的水瓶都會否認在自己的身上發生一見鍾情，因為一向自視清高，承認愛上一個人這鍾事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。　　更多的時候是因為，連自己都沒發現已經愛上。水瓶座很多時候對於感情反應非常遲鈍，遲鈍到每次都是最後的知情者。有時容易出現弄不清自己的感覺，不清楚自己想做什麼，覺得迷惘。　　在對方沒有非常明確地表示感情時會退怯，覺得愛情是兩廂情願，不想勉強對方。　　顯得很被動，忽冷忽熱，猶豫不決，極其矛盾。在沒有完全確定前，決不輕易付出感情，因為怕失去。也許是缺乏安全感，也許是對自己的保護，也可以算作是一種自私。　　一般水瓶座的好朋友都是經過很長世間的考察的，不僅僅是幾年，而是十幾年。一旦被水瓶座當作好朋友的，會赴湯蹈火掏心掏肺。　　在公車上，街邊，商場，水瓶老是認錯人。在茫茫人海中，始終在尋找一個熟悉的身影，直到產生幻覺。　　這一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因為突然發現自己幾近瘋狂的愛上一個人，失去了理智，失去了自我。這種突如其來的感覺，很恐懼，很無助。　　水瓶座不喜歡這種感覺，因為不知該如何面對。要讓水瓶座主動去追逐，是件異常困難的事，在水瓶座的世界裡無法承受拒絕，就是這麼脆弱，無論表面上看來是多麼的堅強。　　水瓶座在人前總是一幅無憂無慮沒心沒肝的樣子，不想別人看見自己的悲傷，那樣會有不安全的感覺，總是在無人的地方暗自落淚。　　算了，還是放在心裡吧。既不用尷尬的表白然後遭到拒絕，又不會相愛容易相處難的慘烈分手。這樣很好，沒人看出來，不至於太沒面子。可以繼續貌似瀟灑。　　但是，不同了。儘管水瓶座裝著多麼不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是對方說的每句話都從耳朵進去，沒見出來。對方提的任何過分的要求，水瓶座統統照單全收精心盡力，決對不會有半個不字。完全成為一個愛情的奴隸，臉上還裝酷無表情，整個死要面子活受罪。　　這種情況下，如果對方使點陰謀詭計，刻意疏遠避而不見或是視而不見，電話不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶會給整瘋了，開始會想是什麼自己地方做錯了，說錯話了，然後拉下面子主動討好試探。不用多，碰壁兩次，水瓶座就會有自知之明了，不會再去想是為什麼會這樣，也不想知道了。心裡會想，原來是對方討厭自己，不想見到自己。明白之後，就是絕對的安靜了。　　這還沒完，過了一段日子。對方如果突然又改變態度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎問也不問，慇勤依舊，完全沒有尊嚴可談。只要能和對方開心的在一起，過去不重要，未來也不重要，面子不重要，金錢不重要，時間不重要，自己也不重要。　　天平失衡，感情重重的壓在心底，自己卻飄在了半空。太在乎對方，迷失了自我，幸福也變得虛無。　　自己都不愛，誰還會珍惜。　　水瓶座一旦付出，便是徹底，不可收回。　　感情投入的越多越是傷的重。　　最擅長的是難為自己。不想對方難過，只好讓自己難過。總是認為自己有超乎尋常的承受力，把自己想得太堅強，而把別人想得太脆弱。不知道，受傷的其實是自己，只是不知道如何表現出來。　　愛，這個字對水瓶座來說，太沉重珍貴了，無法用語言詮釋。一旦說出口，猶如遠古的文物，被發掘出土暴露於空氣中，變得面目全非，失去本來的價值。所以，不輕易說。　　只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗盡，只因執著，便落得傷痕纍纍。那段感情如強酸腐蝕著那顆麻木的心，穿了一個洞，再也無法彌補。時間是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛邊漸漸撫平，不再擱人。每當寒風吹過，猶聞隱約淒涼的蕭蕭聲，似輓歌。　　只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，於是狠狠將自己摔碎，拒絕熔化拼湊。因為怕熔了記憶，怕熔了那個遠遠的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。　　之後，水瓶座依然談笑風生，依然開朗豁達，繼續著一段接一段的新感情，重複著一切，因為無法承受寂寞。　　人們都說水瓶花心，見一個愛一個，水瓶座會哈哈一笑，說"哪有？冤啊！"。其實心裡在滴著血，臉上卻得笑的燦爛，安慰自己"我是誰啊！哪會那麼弱呢！"　　　　有人說水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以為了不起。可是誰又瞭解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一個，且不具修改性。除了那個人，其他所有自動歸為一種程序。　　因為無法虛偽，所以甜言蜜語都吝嗇給予。因為天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因為沒有勇氣，所以眼睜睜放手真愛無能為力。　　當看到一個瓶子在瘋狂地快樂或悲傷時，請千萬不要被迷惑，水瓶總是不由自主地交錯操縱著快樂與悲傷。其實並不像看到的那麼快樂，同樣的，也不像看到的那麼悲傷。只是悲傷時，喜歡帶上快樂的面具，而當水瓶快樂時，悲傷又不肯輕易放過。　　只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看見眼底那一縷似有似無的哀傷，才能明白是什麼讓水瓶如此的義無反顧，是什麼讓水瓶變得如此忽冷忽熱捉摸不定，才能體會水瓶的堅強只是竭力掩飾的脆弱。　　　　星相上說，水瓶座往往不被所愛的人珍惜。我想，是為什麼呢？也許答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不願承認而已。　　水瓶座除了需要一個深愛自己包容一切的人以外，還需要一個心理醫生。

水瓶座

2010-07-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

水瓶座

看到过花瓶的样子吗？口很小，想伸进去很难，但如果你能进入瓶子里，你真的会看到一个广阔无比的空间。瓶子们就是这样的。　　　　当他们觉得你是真的真的爱他们，和你在一起真的真的安全时，他们会开始回馈的。他们回馈的时候你会惊奇到不敢相信，因为他们一旦爱一个人真的是无微不至。不过他们也很容易厌倦的呀，瓶子们有一颗猫一样的心，你要永远对他们有吸引力才好。不然他们很难不偷猩的。男瓶尤其如此，他们有的时候真的是做了对不起你的事也丝毫没有愧疚。有时候他们会无理的想只要我心里真正爱的是你不会离开你就是真的爱你。他们的自由有时就是放纵的借口。　　　但瓶子们也有弱点的，当他做伤害你的事的时候，你要懂得让他换位思考，甚至直接用他对你的方式隔天对他试试。他就会渐渐明白对你的伤害是怎样的了。他爱你他就会逐渐的懂得在乎你的感受。　　　瓶子们轻易不说我爱你这三个字的，这三个字在他眼里太神圣，更重要的原因是他们觉得说了这三个字在爱情中仿佛主动权就失去了。他们太怕失去爱情中的主动权。但你却不能不对他们说，很没有道理，但没办法的。如果一个瓶子对你说了太多的我爱你，反而证明他内心深处对你没感觉只是玩玩而已了。　　　爱上瓶子是一件很苦的事，所以爱瓶子的人不要问为什么该怎样，你只要在内心深处问问你自己能不能承受就好了。如果你觉得值得就去接着付出，如果你觉得不值得就勇敢的放弃。除非他转身，不然再不要给瓶子们机会。当然如果一个瓶子转身过太多次又伤害过你太多次也就放手的好。不然他会从心里有些瞧不起你的。　　　　瓶子们若爱上对方，真的是占有欲好强的。他们轻易不表现出来，因为他怕他们过强的占有欲会泄露了他爱你不能没有你的底牌。不过如果他们开始限制你吃你的醋，那他一定是好爱好爱你的。　　　　瓶子们有时候真的很难真正相信他们的爱人。而且越是爱有时候越难相信。因为他们的谎言有时说的好多所以总觉得别人也是在欺骗。　　　　千万不要轻易伤害了瓶子们的心，瓶子们对爱情很没有承受力的。你可能想象不到，当你刚刚气痛了你的瓶子或是和你的瓶子谈分手跳脚离开的同时，他们可能就会打电话给他们的红颜知己或是有暖味关系的朋友们，说一些过分的话做一些过分的事甚至当夜就会和他们发生什么……，瓶子们不是想背叛你，瓶子们只是好悲伤，找不到更合适的方式来发泄。好多被伤害过的瓶子都会生活得很烂很灰色，虽然过后可能会后悔厌恶自己到想死但他们就是习惯用这种颓迷的生活来掩饰自己深深的失落深深的痛。　　　当然，当你后悔之后回来找他的时候，他还会接受你，他不会告诉你曾经发生过什么而且会极力的去掩饰，如果他爱你。但通常好多事实已经无法改变了。　　　　当你背叛了瓶子，瓶子们会痛到心裂成碎片，没有泪，即便有，也是流在了心里流到了别人永远看不到的背后。因为我说过的，虽然瓶子们忠诚度不敢苛同，但他们真的是在内心深处最最在乎的就是那两个字：忠诚。在你背叛了瓶子后有两种结果。一是瓶子们无声的接受，重新选择和你在一起，因为他们爱你，无法承受分手。但他们的信念死了，他们可能会不再相信你的话，他们会背着你有了另一个人，甚至另N个人，哪怕他们并不爱那些人，也可能会做一些不该做的事来谋求一些心理的平衡，然后再背叛你的同时找回那可怜的平衡同时痛不欲声。　　另一种是，他们对爱的忠贞要求的太过唯美无法接受，瓶子们会用你认为最冷血的方式选择分手，可能是微笑的告诉你他们也从来未曾爱过你，你尽可以去和千百个人去睡；可能是毫不在乎的转身离去；可能是在分手后在你面前和无数个异性打情骂俏；可能是在最快的时间里接受另一个人重新开始并甜蜜的出现在每个人的面前……无论以上哪种，他们的心其实是在滴血的。前提是他们真的爱你。他们会在这些表象的背后独自买醉，在最短的时间里抽最多的烟，出卖自己的身体甚至灵魂。用最残忍的方式暗自伤害自己麻醉自己，也会去折磨这时爱他的下一个男孩和女孩。一个失去了信念的瓶子们的痛是无法想象的，他们只能真正用自己的方式慢慢的寻求某种出路。　　瓶子们喜欢一见钟情，但是他们更喜欢日久生情；瓶子们接受一夜性，但他们更渴望一生情；他们的弹性好大，善良几乎可以善良到佛的境界，卑劣也可以卑劣到遭万人唾弃。　瓶子们多数都很茫然。他们是真的不了解自己，不知道自己真正想什么要什么，虽然他们也许可以轻易看出别人的人性动机需求。瓶子们喜欢暗自观察身边的人，窥探到别人的内心深处，凭自己的直觉和洞察力去了解别人，他们的直觉往往也真的好强好强。　瓶子们最惨的就是碰到一个真的比自己还好自由还喜欢漂泊还花心的人，因为他们的好自由有的时候真的就是一种伪装，一种保护，一种检验你是否爱他的手段。一个真正只想爱你一个人只想忠贞于你一个人的瓶子就不会再要求什么自由了，他们想要的就是占有和共处。　　做瓶子们父母也往往好辛苦，瓶子们是孝顺的，我确定。但那种孝不是顺从。他们有太多自己的想法自己的原则，所以当这些和父母的想法发生冲突的时候他们会据理力争。哪怕没有冲突，仅仅是父母的唠叨他们也只是暗自记在心里嘴上说着罗嗦罗嗦。他们太过叛逆太过自我，但真的，他们深爱自己的父母，深深的知道没有任何一种感情可以超越这种血肉之情，所以他们无法容忍你批评他们的父母或和他们的父母争执，不管他们是如何争执，这种资格只有瓶子们自己有。

药师寺

2010-07-12T03:13:00.002+08:00

嗯。。。

看了刚在药师寺演出的报道

突然好想立刻飞到那里去

不知道年底去日本时，

有么有机会到药师寺一趟

看看刚所看到的天空

刚所喜欢的奈良

刚染了头发

隔了好几年没染的他

终于又染呢

On Leave.......... soon

2010-07-06T12:57:00.001+08:00

Soon,
very soon
very very soon

i will take 2 weeks' worth of leave to enjoy myself~

lalalalalalalalala~

永远

2010-07-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

何谓永远
一辈子是永远吗？

KK的约定---300年。。。
你们真的能在一起300年吗？

记得刚他说过
这是时代决定的

但我却自始自终都相信
你们可以的

绝对可以维持下去的

你们的牵绊是如此的深
我坚信不会断的

现下，
我只希望你们平平安安
健健康康
安安乐乐无忧无虑

我会祝福你们的
我的至爱

以前

2010-07-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

嗯。。。或许以前
我会很在意存在感这个问题

不过现在
倒是觉得无所谓

不是说不在意
而是
在意能改变什么吗？
不尽然吧

学会珍惜自己
比其他都来得重要
不是吗？

J Con DVD & Yakushiji DVD

2010-06-30T15:17:00.002+08:00

I am in a bloody good mood today,
first my Yakushiji DVD arrived,
then the news of J Con DVD releasing on 11th Aug

YES!
Best News ever!

But then again, if they could just release their 30th Single,
I would be even happier~

Macbook is now in my sis's hands,
we're upgrading the ram as I'm typing this entry in the office
Bought Apple Care protection
Keyboard protection,
Sleeve Case

a total damage of SGD492
I will share the cost a bit with my sister lah
since me getting bonus...

Bug me, Irritate me

2010-06-18T12:30:00.001+08:00

I have only one word in my mind now
seriously only one word
and I believe my patience has been wore out
till now

I wonder

2010-06-18T09:32:00.002+08:00

I wonder if Lynn,
you're reading this,
you would probably wanna kill me
cos I shld really be posting updates of the fics already right?

Ahem
I shall this time round try my very best
to update at least Test of Love by this weekend!
Since I'm almost done with the SDK part (almost?)

Those who dunno what the hell i'm talking abt
is tat i'm writing a fic (think i mentioned that last year when i start writing)
anyway, this fic is a KinKi Kids Fan Fiction~
and now I have 2 fics on hand,
one being the very first one I wrote - Test Of Love
and the other being - LoveHaze
One is based on modern society
the other on ancient japan (that would be lovehaze)

Lovehaze's writing is actually killing me
because i sorta changed the way i wrote
TT^TT
the style is different from Test of Love
which is actually making or rather costing me
twice as much time from how i spend on Test of Love...
tsktsk

(why do i feel as if i'm talking to myself....)

oh well...
back to work
and speaking of work...
took a cab down today cos stupid internet gives me prob again
(that would be at home)
i have to solve it before i go to work cos otherwise,
my sis and bro would call me like mad
and ask me for help on phone
tsktsk

and afternoon,
got to do a photoshoot for the press con for
Michael Jackson's impersonator - Edward Moss.... is coming to Science Centre...

back to work now...

Ahem

2010-06-13T16:30:00.002+08:00

Actually,
I'm not sure why I am posting this entry..
Right, went to Kino and spend over SGD100
bought mags, comics and books
but totally worth every penny!
Love going to Kino and buy books that I love!

heehee
back to reading..
tata

书评

2010-05-26T16:40:00.002+08:00

刚刚又看了个小说
直接飙泪了

倘若你真的不爱她
不要娶她
娶了之后
伤了她的心
后来你娶了你自己心爱的女人
却伤了这个无辜的人
让她决定不要了孩子
一条无辜的小生命就这样没了
这都是你害的

爱。。。
就是这么的伤人

看的我心寒了
假如有一天
我真的爱上了那么一个人
请你不要因为所谓的承诺就和我在一起
这只会让我更痛苦

有感而发。。。

小说

2010-05-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

刚刚看了我一直再追的小说的连载更新
看到我想骂人
骂的就是男主角

你他妈的！
第三者的话你就信
你儿子
你老婆的
你反而一概不信
我对你彻底失望
露儿这次肯定会离开了
你开心啦
你去和那狐狸精在一起好了
你的儿子女儿再也不会认你这个爹了！

看到我这次心都要碎了
奶奶的
作者，你行行好
不要再虐露儿了啦
/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

一段感情
一旦少了最基本的信任
就什么也不是了
可为何偏偏那最基本的信任
确是永远最难得到？

Hisashi Mitsui 三井寿

2010-05-22T23:03:00.004+08:00

Today is the Birthday of my Fav anime/manga character!
Hisashi Mitsui!
三井寿!

Loved him since Seconday school days
More than 10years now~

Noticed all my nicks or rather my main user names
are the same~

All related to Mitsui!
=))

and seriously, it is cos of SLAMDUNK
that I like Basketball~
=))

看来

2010-05-17T23:09:00.001+08:00

看来老娘我又华丽丽的生病了
⊙﹏⊙b汗

严重鼻塞啊

Erggh

2010-05-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Ergghh

One of my favourite (well recently became my fav) forum
kept blocking me from logging in!

I'm not the only one, apparently there are quite a far bit of ppl
having the same problem as i do

but it irritates me!
cos i can't get in! since morning till now!!!

ERGGH

Hopefully by tml, i can login....
sianz

KinKi

2010-05-06T10:22:00.002+08:00

Now that KinKi's 19th Anniversary is up
I must say,
Seriously,
Without Johnny inviting our dear KK to
Hikaru Genji's Con on 1991, 5th May

We would have never get to see KK now!

So Dear Johnny Kitagawa,
We LOVE YOU!
As much as we love our dear KK
cos you brought them together!

and now we have them to love!

Johnny, you're their matchmaker!
heehee =))

(yes, i'm in a mood to promote KKL)

十九周年快乐！

2010-05-05T02:47:00.001+08:00

祝光一和刚俩人相识十九周年快乐！
撒花~~~

~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦

UP 3D

2010-04-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

Just came home from SC,
after watching UP, in 3D...

Saw the movie once last year with Esther & Zhangzhen
Watched it again just now with Mum..
Family day again

Watched it @ Annexe Hall One over @ SC
Mum says the exhibition was a bit boring lolx
it was alright lah

I would have been happier if it's Square Enix haha
can't help it, i'm a bigger fan of Square Enix

Holiday ended

2010-04-19T11:59:00.001+08:00

So, my holiday has ended...
too short

then again,
holidays are never long enough

wish it was longer though...
3 days 2 nights

apparently not enough...

Japan....
December!
Stretching to Jan 2011~~~~~
Lalalalala~~~

@ MacDonald

2010-04-15T04:59:00.003+08:00

I'm over @ MacDonald now~
using its wi-fi

thank goodness found a spare socket
so dun have to worry about my laptop being low batt~~

can only get room @ 11.30am

*yawn*

a little sleepy now...

Reached!

2010-04-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

I've reached genting! It's freaking early now!
Only 2+am now!
Ok, waiting for food @ old town white coffee now

- Posted using BlogPress from my iTouch

失去

2010-04-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

失去了之后

才懂得要珍惜

已经太迟了

无论说什么

做什么

都太晚了

爱情是如此脆弱的吗？

为何人总在失去了之后

才会后悔

才会知道自己错的有多离谱

一切却早已太晚挽回

后悔药是买不到的

这个道理要是人人都知道

都了解的话该多好

生日快乐，我最爱的人

2010-04-10T23:45:00.001+08:00

iiiiiiiiii
|:H:a:p:p:y:|
__|___________|__
|^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^|
|:B:i:r:t:h:d:a:y:|
| |
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

to the one and only person that I love
Domoto Tsuyoshi!

Today is his 31st birthday!

Happy Birthday to you, my love!

爱 ♥

2010-04-04T18:36:00.002+08:00

很多时候
我会想

可以不说爱吗
可以不去爱吗

这世上
总有着很多为什么存在

很多时候
我们并不知道原因

越是想去探讨
越是不明白

其实只是一线之差
不是吗

这么说着很容易
但真正去了解的时候呢

《诀别诗》

2010-04-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

以前听过。。
可忘了
最近又突然听到
结果，觉得越听越喜欢
但这是首很悲的歌的感觉
是啊，若我能死在你身旁的话，
真的。。。也不枉来人世走这趟。。。

胡彦斌《诀别诗》

出鞘剑杀气荡
风起无月的战场
千军万马独身闯
一身是胆好儿郎
儿女情
前世帐
你的笑活着怎么忘
美人泪，断人肠。
这能取人性命是胭脂烫
绝别诗
两三行
写在三月春雨的路上
若还能打着伞走在你的身旁
绝别诗
两三行
谁来我黄泉路上唱
若我能死在你身旁
也不枉来人世走这趟

Once again

2010-04-01T15:51:00.002+08:00

Once again,
I am thinking about certain issues or should i say topics?
listening to 诀别诗 from 胡彦斌

listening to the lyrics as he sings, make me think of a lot of things

about life and many more

i think alot
about many things
many ppl
even abt my job
and of course the stupid money issue

what is life?
what is money?

there are many things you tend to always ponder upon...
sometimes it makes u feel good thinking about it
most of the time, maybe not

maybe i am pessimistic
although i would say i am in middle

i can be very extreme

it's amazing i dun get serious depression now that i come to think of it
hmmm

many times, i think of death
and of course about living...

maybe the end of the world is really 12/2012
we never know till that day really comes...

please do not let me leave this world full of regrets...

enuff said...

------------
updates on my job,
was the photographer @ Pixar's Media Preview today
maybe you might see me on TV
cos Channel Newsasia was here... I say maybe...

oh well... back to work

Today is April's fool day
and also Leslie's Death Anniversary.... RIP Leslie...

Happy Birthday to you!

2010-03-31T15:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to you Chileong!
Happy Birthday to you Lee Fen!
Happy Birthday to you Bisora!

I have 3 friends who are born on this day!

Chileong - Friend for 11 years and counting
Lee Fen - Friend for 20 years and counting
Bisora - Friend for less than a year but we're meeting up in Japan in Dec!
She's a HongKonger!

You see, this is the wonder of our dear KinKi Kids~
They let us meet new friends who share the same interest - ie THEM!

Heehee

Hmm... nothing much to say but wishing all 3 of them
best wishes in whatever they do and
hope that they will have a great day ahead~

Take care, my dear friends!

Voice

2010-03-25T09:30:00.002+08:00

Due to massive coughing...
I officially announce and is proud to say...
I've lost my voice...

TT^TT

No meds left, need to visit doc again...

sigh...

and my laptop hanged on me when I was happily using my wacom tablet last night
coloring Kochan's Q version's hair...
and of course i have to restart...
and i gottta color all over again... from scratch!
FML!

Kochan, I was being nice to you and give you all the sweetness you can in my fic leh!
Be nice to me can?

pissed

2010-03-22T14:04:00.002+08:00

when i dun feel like speaking
it's because i really feel that i have nothing to speak to you
and it also means i dun wanna speak to u
so case closed.

i do not like to fake a smile when i dun feel like doing so

PB

2010-03-19T15:09:00.002+08:00

So my colleague got 1mth worth of PB
and I got 0.5mth
Oh well

I dun curry favor

not intending to

and I do not mean my colleague does... cos he dun lah

anyway... time to get new shoes... Adidas! wait for me!

another colleague, barely work 1yr, so pro-rated
she also 0.5mth

so... they are implying I need to work harder huh?

=_=

sianz

Nodame tml

2010-03-17T14:50:00.002+08:00

On Leave tml
catching Nodame with sister...

in office now
feeling awfully sleepy...

hmmm...that's all....

yawn...