siao Siao MaNGaS FaNatic

today is the bday of my first crush.. hmm is he really my first crush... hmmmm watever.. happy birthday to u, YQ... haha i made such a paiseh move today... after sending the bday msg to him, he replied me back saying thanks... which is quite seldom.. out of the blue that he would reply actually.. hhaha...anyway, tat's not the main pt.. the main pt is ... i had wanted to msg celine that he had replied me back... n i mentioned in the msg as something like this " i juz msg my first crush happy birthday, he juz replied back saying thanks hee" i think i go like this.... hmmm.. i send to the wrong person.. i send it to my first crush instead... erghh.. i was so so so paiseh sia... haha but nvm lah i came up with something... so YQ.. if u're reading this... really sorry ah... hee he's not the one on my mind now... actually.. no one is on my mind now... cos no targets haha.... it's true lah... haiz sianz sia... lolx

haiz.. pretty upset sia... my external harddisk which i purchased on the 28/04, pass away on the 18/05... why ? i think it's due to the huge impact that my classmate, YL hit onto it when she fell down the stairs and landed right on my bag which contains my HD... sob... all my information are gone... my 3D animation, my Dpm, my Quu n Tee... my CCf... all gone.... haiz then on 19/05, thursday, i went to Funan to get a replacement..., thank god i still keep the receipt and the warranty card.. so can get a replacement for free... otherwise i think i'm dead... but my poor information....haiz...for 3D... my only available coopy is with my lecturer... need to get from him, then Dpm, my own pc got a spare copy.. juz need to edit... then for CCF.. lucky my fren got keep an extra copy with her.. otherwise.. i'll go crazy.... the rest is gone... Celine asked me if i hated YL.. i told her i dun hate her.. i juz loathe her... tat's all.. haha.. juz joking lah... anyway.. i had thoug...

lolx... i thought after my assessment yesterday i can finally rest... but not.. juz heard frm one classmate over the msn.. that next tues need to go back to show the CCF client our cd-rom... haiz i mean we're not really expecting to have ours to be chosen... but no harm hoping though.. haha.. we're gonna improve on it by this week.. so it means no resting for the time being.. lolx.. no choice... yesterday was a bloody tiring day.. i manage to complete my works.. but i felt that i did veri veri veri badly for the drawings.. which i think.. it's like shit to me...it's not even up to my own standard.. cos due to lack of time... i did it in a rush.. and it's very rushing... trust me... usually ppl only got one major project to work on.. but my school.. haiz is not like tat... we got one subject one project... so we got.. basically... 5 projects or more to work on.. and the deadlines are all on the same day.. this sucks lor... haiz... i really wonder...why on earth did i...

i went out with my family last nite for dinner... then after makan... we were on our way to mt faber.. juz to see see... then on the expressway... there's suddenly 2 guys on a bike.. following us... to be exact.. they kept looking at me for nothing... i was like " i dun even know who the hell they are lor" then they stop us... one guy came over to my mum's seat's window n later ask " i'm sorry ah.. but that girl looks like my fren's wife..." or something... i was like " WTF!!! i'm still single lor.. and pls lah yr fren how old liao and so haggard looking... u think wat ah? everyone or every woman outside is your wife izzit ? this is so fuck up lor... pls for christ's sake ... go n look at yourself... u look like a drug addict and bloody skinny lor... i looked like yr wife ? my god.. i wan to puke ok? if all the men in the world got extinct... i would nv ever pick U !!!!!! i'll rather stay single for the rest of my life ! this is ...

I've told my supervisor before that i can only work once a week... meaning only one weekend... unless.. i'm on holidays... the prob is.. i dun think she ever listens... cos she go n tell me that i need to work this coming sat n sun... this is crap... i'm super duper busy... i haven't been sleeping well for the dunno past how many weeks... rushing projects till i wan to die... n still wan me to work on both days... i'm telling ya... no way lor... somemore sunday's mother's day.... even more impossible... this is crap lah... no means no... ergghhh..... stupid CCF already killing me... not to mention i still got 4 other more all due soon... i mean real soon... -_-

toDay is labour day.. it is also the birthday of my Chihuahua, MaoMao... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAOMAO....!!!!! I LOVE YOU !!!