お誕生日おめでとう剛さん
お誕生日おめでとう 剛 さん~~~
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Dream~
I am so happy and blessed~ I dreamt of Tsuyo~~~ In my dream, Tsuyo is like my best buddy or something He was accompanying me to buy some stuffs and no one seems to recognize Tsuyo! Tsuyo lets me hold tight to his arm~ So sweet of Tsuyo!!!! Ahhhhhhhh Too bad i gotta wake up and go to work... T^T I would have die to continue dreaming.... :( but still, Tsuyo!!!!
生日快乐， 我最爱的人
iiiiiiiiii |:H:a:p:p:y:| __|___________|__ |^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^| |:B:i:r:t:h:d:a:y:| | | ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ to the one and only person that I love Domoto Tsuyoshi! Today is his 31st birthday! Happy Birthday to you, my love!
2450
I am HAPPY!!!!! I've PRE-ORDERED my Darling Tsuyoshi's NEW PHOTOBOOK! Tsuyo Collection aka 2450! Lalalalalaalalala A bit Ex, but nvm!!! YEAH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Times...
There are times when I thought I can live without certain things or certain people. But I suppose I was wrong. I know I cannot live without you, did it took me many years to realise it? I do not know. One thing I know for sure is that, getting to see you everyday makes me feel worthwhile. Thank you for being here.
Tsuyoshi here in Sg?
Rumors say Tsuyoshi is here in Singapore!!! Anyone who spotted him, call me on my mobile asap! even if it kills me, i'm gonna go see him!!! jaboh work oso i'll do it!!!
Random
This is yet another random entry of mine... Very Random... because as always, I am thinking of my beloved Tsuyoshi... and so this thought hit me once again... So, you can choose to turn away and not read this entry of mine... I seldom confess in English? Most of the time in Chinese? It all depends on mood... Anyway, not the main point... ------------------------------------ Getting to know you was back when you acted as Kindaichi... It was close to 14 - 15 years ago. Ever since then, I got hooked and addicted to you... Maybe in the past, I may have sidetracked a little and went on to liking someone else (never last long) but I swore, my love for you has never cease. (honestly, you're the only one I never cease loving and KinKi of course) In fact, as the years go by, this kind of feeling has gone stronger and deeper Close to 7 years back...when I come to realise that I missed out a huge portion of your life's happenings I felt deeply regretted... and heartache... Nonetheless, I ...
不行
不行。。 真是糟糕 我又想起了 突然之间 好像看到他曾经自杀的情景 好可怕 我不是没有想过 要是有一天 他突然像哥哥一样。。。 就这样突然消失 我真的会 彻底 崩溃 这就是他对我的重要性 他是不一样的 他的存在很重要 非常重要的 你可以理解吗？ 我想。。。 你不会理解
...and so life continues...
As what the title says, Life continues no matter what happens nothing much happens in my life at the moment apart from me living in my KinKi Kids fandom no joke about it I truly enjoy loving them Especially my dear Tsuyoshi I love everything about him Inner, Outer He is someone really special Ever since I get to know him back let's see... 14years ago? He's on my heart... okie I've sidetracked abit when I get to know Westlife But KinKi and Tsuyoshi has never been apart from me! if you're wondering why the hell I'm writing this post nothing much It's just one of those days where I feel I miss him terribly Even though I listen to his voice daily... I am crazy... Maybe...
...奈何...
我是一个， 想到什么 就做什么 的人 人一生当中 可以爱多少人 恨多少人呢 无从得知吧 现在的我 和以前的我 又有什么不同 我不大想知道 不是逃避 而是觉得， 有时向往未来未尝不是一件坏事 虽然未来可能不是自己想要的 但重要的是 要活的真实吧 做自己想做的 对自己有所交代 才是比较重要的吧 现在的我 没有人爱 不要紧 至少知道自己爱着一个人 堂本 刚，谜一样的男人 一个让人又爱又恨的男人 一个比女人还要可爱，还要妩媚的男人 或许你不赞同 但在我眼里， 他就是这样的一个人 一个让我如痴如醉的男人 今天心情开始郁闷 突然更想刚。。 很想为他做些什么。。。 就是这样。。。
...Tsuyoshi's new show - 24CH△NNEL...
10月7日(水)からテレビ朝日系25:21〜25:36で新番组「24CH△NNL(ツヨチャンネル)」スタート。刚が毎周、人生の中でかなえたい 100项目をクリアしていく。「见てくださる方々にたくさんの希望を与えられるようにまっすぐに楽しみたい」と抱负。番组テーマ曲を作曲したりジングル作 成をするなど、アーティストとしての“颜”ものぞかせている。 19日デイリースポーツ掲载 HURRAY~~~~ I must now rush chapter 3 to celebrate this great news~
...Tsuyoshi's PV - Sunday Morning...
Just saw Tsuyo's PV Sunday Morning... Mixed feelings on the pv.. will talk abt it later~ meanwhile enjoy~
Devil/My Wish
I was surfing YouTube last night and also watched koichi's new PV... main point was not to talk about kochan, although i can see that he is in bones again... pls take care of yourself, so you can take care of tsuyo too... ToT... Saw tsuyo performing "my wish" (koichi's song) It was a version entirely different from koichi's Tsuyo's version was saddening Saddening enough for me to feel depress Haiz He was smoking when he was singing this song But I can see the sadness in his eyes The loneliness The despair It was said that koichi wrote this song and dedicated to tsuyo Just like tsuyo's song - devil Was also heard to be dedicated to koichi Devil's lyrics was I want to love I wish to love In other words Tsuyo was going to breakdown at that point Tsuyo's eyes were red when he sang "devil" He was sad or rather devastated when he sang "my wish" All these bring me close to tears I know tsuyo's an emotional person... Haiz But it is ...
...Shindoi with Rie (Miyuki)...
Managed to finish watching Shindoi with guest, Rie... last night.. or rather at 1.30am... Was actually a bit sad after watching it... cos Tsuyo mentioned about his mum buying the damn toy cars thingie... He said telling Rie, he has not got married yet, no gf yet.. and his mum already started buying gifts for his future son... he was obviously sad about that fact that he's sorta disappointing her... cos he's not married yet.... i was like... ToT... his eyes were red already lor... =( he also mentioned that nowadays, he cried more easily... and he would cry in his room...etc haiz... my heart aches for him... i know that it's nothing wrong with parents wanting their kids to get married... but please stop giving him stress... he will get married when he finds the right person ok??!!! even if the right person he found, the mum might not like... but please bless them... in other words, i'm saying it in double meaning... because... the right person for dear tsuyo could be anyo...
...just a thought....
read my sista's latest blog entry just moments ago... hmmm how to put it... i was the one who intro KinKi to her, she explored NEWS on her own (via My Boss My Hero?) KinKi Kids was "exposed" to me via Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo... That was how i got to know Tsuyoshi first, then slowly, i start to love their songs, starting from "Hana" aka "Flower" , well as well as Kindaichi's theme song.... then the rest of their songs... The very first KinKi album that I ever purchase was not their first album, make a guess... since their albums are named alphabetically.... it was not A Album that I buy, it was in fact, D album that I bought first.... then E, F, G, H, I, 39, Phi (after I, they seems to change the naming...) in fact, i think i did not buy C & A till a later date (probably around the time of G, H, I that C & A were purchased...) i still lack B album though... need to get it back asap... back to the main point... at the very first time, Ts...