siao Siao MaNGaS FaNatic

i'm in a thinking mood today... think i think too much... oh well... i got this from Caraline's blog... it says that AQUARIUS . Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Lovesbeing in long relationships. Extremly energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers. SEE !!!! we're the BEST lovers, Lovesbeing in long relationships leh and somemore RARE to find... and why am i still single ? why no one wants me ? haha i'm just complaining... haha

i realise that recently i've been contradicting my own thoughts again.... do i still care? do i still give a damn abt it? i meant to blog abt my primary school gathering which happened 2 days back... but something else is on my mind that kept me on hold on blogging the gathering... and i'm not quite sure myself what is "THAT" thing... hmmmm am i in the correct path that i wanna take this path to carry on my career ? is this wat i really want ? i kept thinking that i've wasted a lot time before... but that time lost had made me found a few close friends over at pre-uni... and do i still have that leadership qualities that i used to have? i seemed to have lose a lot of things over the years... i wondered what and why.... i know i'm a headstrong person... i know i'm stubborn... i know i can be too straightforward... and i know i've loved someone strongly before...but of course nothing came out of it, i got rejected... otherwise i would have never let go o...

goodness.. so many of my primary school frenz are getting married... and i'm not one of them... maybe i shld go and get a bf now and get married the next day or so... no offence.. i'm just making a joke out of myself.... i'm still single... it's has its good n bad pts and i'm not really complaining about it... i'm turning 24 in less than 2 months time... time really flies... shit sia.... i'm getting old liao lor... ergghhh.... and i'm still single... haha.... no one wants me and all my frenz just say that maybe "the one" for me hasn't turn up yet... ya right... so i shall just keep waiting right ? i wonder if i'm impatient... or am i just trying to prove to myself or the others that yes i'm know i'm fat and yes i'm boyfrenless... so ? there are some bo liao frenz of mine actually just one or two who always like to tease me or make fun of the fact that will i ever find a bf? honestly if i had one.. does it prove anything ? o...

today is the day after boxing day.. and i had no idea wat is boxing day.. all i know is that boxing day is after christmas haha... am in school using the pc to do the attachment stuff.. honestly.. is do until sianz... i cannot stand looking at one particular thing for too long... i'll get either bored or fed up with it... will be meeting my primary school frenz for dinner n movie later this evening.... hmmm wonder who else will turn up... and that nichol san.. last min ask us out last week haha... lucky is near hm.. otherwise no one will turn up... haha.... and he always like to bring out YQ to tease me... but this is so OVER liao... he dun like me wat... so wat for i shld hold on to him any longer.. or am i still holding? now i'm juz happy the way my life is... that's for sure... now my main concern is money.. cos i'm broke again... need to wait for the attachment money to come so i can go buy the wacom n lightbox.... haiz... grad show is in 4 months now... am i stres...

mErry Chirstmas to all my friends out there.... ermm... since today's christmas.. i shall post another day haha...

my tooth is aching.. and i can't stand it.... ergghh.. need to get a filling on it... and am getting rid of my wisdom tooth/teeth on the 16th Dec... finally... need to get 2 weeks in advance for the damn appointment @ the dental clinic over @ the polyclinic... goodness gracious... cleaning process for the teeth need to book 6 mths in advance.. even worse... got my results yesterday over the mail... hmmm not bad.. not as bad as i thought it would be... except for the " Design for internet " ... that one was disappointing.... oh well... nvm.. shall work harder... hmpf