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i think i'm feeling depressed... or at least i think my mood is pretty unstable... feeling very restless... very sianz... very sick and tired of a lot of things... why... haiz... i want to buy a car but i havent got my licence yet... i want to buy a new phone but i dunno wat model to get or even wat brand... i want to get myself a lot of things but i got no $ ... i want to leave and get my ass over to a long vacation... i want someone to accompany me when i'm sad and i dun mean my dog... i want to get a degree but i got no $ again... it all sum up to excuses n more excuses that i'm creating for myself... i'm trying to run away from reality is it possible to just run away forever... it is not possible at all... not possible at all... i know i know... is it because i just turn 1/4 century old... i'm not thinking straight... help...

爱一个人的时候，总会不时得想着他。。。 想和他永远的在一起。。。想时时刻刻得见到他。。。 希望自己伤心时，他就在身边。。。 不需要言语，只要他的一个拥抱； 一切的一切已不重要了。。。 我的他又在何处呢?

Happy Birthday to me! i'm officially 1/4 century old now... how time flies man... celebrated my bday with Zhiliang, Mitchell, Chileong yesterday... my J.I frenz... actually is combo celebration cos Zhiliang's bday is 3 days away from mine... we're the Feb babies !!! haha We met at P.S. then went to have lunch, Mit treated the both of us... Me n Z.. CL bought me a bday pressie... Arigato fren... a namecard holder that acts as a mirror as well... kinda cute lolx... then Z gotta meet his family for pre-celebration of his bday... so the 3 of us went to jalan jalan somemore... Mit's Bf came... then CL thought maybe we can go for a movie... we walked from PS to The Cathay... sob... no movies that we thought nice to watch... then Mit n Bf went to Orchard as we parted our ways... me n CL then walked over to Bugis... where we decided to try our luck... see can find any nice movies a not... sad.. oso dun have... in the end, both of us went to Starbucks to have coffee n tea.. wher...

realised that i've been blogging lesser n lesser... had lots to blog abt... but i'm really too tired and lazy after work... had pictures to blog abt too... but really too tired and sianz... my work is killing me... now i got double workload... cos my shifu had left last week... i'm the only surviving designer left... got over 10 projects to work on... i'm going to die b4 my bday... i'm going to turn quarter century old in a few days time... how amazing time flies... how amazing my money flies away all the time how not amazing that i'm still single... i'm tired... mentally and physically... boss... if you're looking at my blog... can give me some more increment to my pay mah ? it's really tough for me to overtake shifu de job as well... i'm really very tired le... and after last week's OT n tonight's... i'm "shagged".... my stress level is pretty much very very limited... i dunno when i can control till.... haiz... trust me.....