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Okie, it is still too early to say this but 1st Jan will be Koichi's 31st Birthday then 2nd Jan - my dad's Birthday then 3rd Jan - Aiqing's 28th Birthday then 4th Jan - Esther's 28th Birthday =_= Apparently, I have a lot of friends born in January... These 2 are just the beginning... I am officially broke to the max Cos I added countdown con uchiwa & ring to my purchase... DIE!!!

This is my new baby... whom I named it as 244-Endlicheri The box that it was in: The Bag that it can be carried in: And here it is! my new Baby~ My current wallpaper! I know I said it before that I will not get a SONY but I can't get Toshiba or NEC cos they dun carry it! but this baby so far, is not bad =) Brought my mum to Singapore Flyer today (as in 25thDec lah) with my sis... then we went to XinWang Taiwan Street Food and as usual, I really cannot take oily food, I wanna puke when I eat oily food lor We took plenty of photos Will upload if my sis thinks it's viewable... lolx Right, I need to go to bed soon... Syncing my iPod now.... need to start all over again... cos it was previously sync with the old laptop... sigh...

Happy 27th Birthday to Masaki Aiba~~~~

Let's see... I officially have a new laptop as of 21st december Took pics Uploaded to laptop But forgot to post Then my 244's stuffs arrived from japan Hooray~ But where the hell is my j album!!! Alright I shld go to bed now Yawns~

$ is never enough I need more Where is the 1/2mth bonus! T^T

It's official My laptop since NAFA times landed itself in GRAVE last night T^T It's beyond sadness... Sigh... But, being direct as ever I just made my purchase for a new one just couple of hours ago @ COURTS Instalment again cos I refuse to use my Japan Trip funds! I saved 2k for my trip and hell i am not going to use it for a new laptop I wanted to get a Macbook Pro but I will buy it next year after Japan I bought SONY... Not exactly my first choice for windows but Yes I chose Sony I wanted Toshiba or NEC but they are not available @ Courts and I dun like HP, Acer, Lenovo(my bro says not good), Samsung (nah) Then i thought of getting Asus, they supposedly should have leh but dun have @ lot one... oh well The model i chose from Sony, the specs are good VPCCW16FG/W 14 inch VAIO CW (White) Will add on pics later when i collect it...

This is my 400th post... And thou shall not talk much 其实人很可悲的 我也很可悲的。。。 不说了 没什么想说的 只是想看到你开心，健康就够了 嗯。。。只是这样而已

Ah... Just as I was expecting, Azie's getting married lolx I will go to her wedding after all, she is one of my buddies back in Sec Sch. Getting ZL to go with me 'cos dun wanna go alone & face sec frens and basically I dun stay in contact with a lot of them actually the sec sch frenz i'm closer with are all from different class understooded?? 16th Jan 2010 's wedding... shld i give angbao or give her pressie sia... what did i do during the weekend? Hmmm... what did i do huh... die cannot really rem.... oh ya, i was re-watching Darling's old drama... at least 10years ago one... but he looked as sweet as before/now lolx and catching up on reading... and... not updating my story... on a little hiatus now... went on course - innovation course/workshop on 14-15(mon & tues) not bad although makes me think as if i went for a performing arts course... get to know a few ppl... a lot from Mindef, mom... and hopefully, J Album turns up in my letterbox today~

And I've made my point on the title As it says, I overspend... Once more... Really spend too much Imagine I donated my hard-earn Bonus at Kinokuniya... like 170 + 97 = SGD 267 Just @ Kino leh OMG lor and I buy 3 T-shirts @ Uni-QlO and bought my sis her K.D's Single (Koichi sama old single) @ HMV And I bought Tsuyo's Uchiwa, Hp Strap and pre-ordered KinKi's Con Goods and bought Tsuyo's old calendar & something else... All the above (KK & Tsuyo) = 70 + 198 + 70 = SGD 338 I am officially NUTS + BROKE again... But then again, I do not regret buying KK's stuffs... I am crazy... Sigh...

我由衷的， 真的 来自真心 我真的很爱他 我很庆幸 认识到他 谢谢你来到这世上 堂本 刚。

死亡可怕吗？ 倘若有一天， 你是被你最爱的人杀死的 你会怪他吗？ 还是你心甘情愿被他杀？ 爱一个人爱到杀了他。。 这是不是意味着。。。 这段爱情已经变质了？ 尤其这段爱情 从头到尾不被祝福 不被认同 你还会继续爱下去吗？ 即使没有结果。。。 又或则，死亡已经是结果了。。。 这种爱，还会是你想要的吗？

Alrighty, Now when I buy the Con goods, I won't feel guilty 'Cos our CE says he's fighting for an additional of 0.5mth bonus for us *Fire Crackers~* Dr. C, WE LOVE YOU! Haha My Colleagues and I were so happy just now~ We had our Anniversary Lunch just now 32years~ And apparently the additional 0.5 is for US only! YEAH~~~~~ I am Happy! And tml is time to shop @ Kino~ Tsuyoshi & of course Koichi are on covers~~ Darling is also on SEDA's cover! Then the Mangas I ordered are also here~~~ Lalalalalalalalala I am very happy today!

Now I dunno if I should buy the posters or not the Strap - Yes the Diary - Yes the Uchiwa - Yes the Tote Bag - Yes The above will already cost me over 100 Bucks... Dammit... apart from the above problem/decision that I'm supposed to be making I'm loving J Album. Every Song is a The Boys sang a FULL ENGLISH SONG! And I understand every single word they sang! I knew my darling's English is good lolx! After all, he wrote "Say Anything" for one of his solo albums~ and "Say Anything" is a damn SOLID SONG! I am a happy person now Okay, for today I am happy! Because of them, I am happy for today if it doesn't make any sense to you it's fine, it makes sense for me and that's enough I am being irritating right? Okie, I am losing my mind now... Adidios~

其实很多时候 我觉得没必要 没必要向任何人交代 自己的人生， 自己主宰 不可以吗？ 我讨厌和利用自己的人相处 纵使认识已久 可我觉得被背叛了 不是我小心眼 只是我觉得一段友情被利用， 那就没有存在和继续的理由了 因为，心已经失望 碎了 友情重要 我知道 但我绝不甘愿就此被利用 和你们在一起，我找不到快乐 那，我为什么还要勉强自己持续下去 那不是在浪费时间吗？ 这种双面人的生活 我会累的 你们不会 可我会 －－－－－－ 没有特别原因， 只是突然想到 就突然写着罢了

Total of 4 Cms this time for J album Super Kawaii no Futari~

Now I'm furious! Just visited Momo's web and it's confirmed! out of the 3 main mags - Potato, Duet & Wink-up It's confirmed that KinKi will ceased appearing in Potato & Duet... Not sure about Wink-up yet... F U C K U P !!!! WTH! We've already have limited info on them cos we're not in the Family Club... and now, taking them away from the mags... are they torturing us on purpose?! I dun blame KK, I blame the MAGS! (runs off to calm down... bloody pissed at the moment)

我最爱的漫画之一 完美小姐进化论 要拍成连续剧了 虽然早在上月就知道 不过CAST是今天才公布的 欲知详情， 请去我 老妹的部落格