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2nd Jan 2026. Another year has begin. My wish for the year...  Continue to lose weight (had lost 4 since Dec 2025) Continue to love myself  Continue to love DOMOTO  Continue to love 星邱 Hoping I will have a chance to see them in live this year  Continue to love my family although there are still times I wanna murder my brother and sister. But family ties is important too.  Continue to work so I can have more Vitamin M 

Has it been that long since I last post a blog? Didn't realise that it has since been 3 years. Time really flies.  In a matter of a few weeks, it's going to be 2026. Another year... I cherished the times when I get to spend the day alone, thinking of nothing or maybe think too much.  The moment of silence for myself, surrounded by the books, music that I love, including the things or people that I love.  When I said about people whom I love, I don't literally mean people whom knew me too.  As many would know, I adore KinKi Kids since they debuted and that's coming to 30 years soon. I really hope they last. And since last year, they are now called DOMOTO. Even if Tsuyoshi had gotten married, I don't care. You both are still the best Jpop duo.  And in recent months (prolly 2-3months), I've came across this group, Desire4. There's 4 of them and I've really grown fond of the duo, Eliot and Kipuka. Not that Seeky and Ocean are not to my liking, it...

I don't post as many as I used to be. Perhaps, is because I am lazy, or maybe is because I do not know what to share.  I enter a different age group today.  I am still Single but I am happy.  Who says you need a better half to be alive? If fate comes knocking on my door, I'll accept it, if it doesn't, I'm cool. I mean life needs to goes on right? I should be graduating this year! #prayingdamnhard My dog has left me for 2 years plus, this year marks 3rd.  We thought of having one more dog but it's hard finding the one that you know is the one.  Why? Because no one can replace this lovable boy.  Work has been crazy, since when it's not right?! Promotion may or may not comes, I don't think I have much say on this.  Sigh... is it time to move on? Sometimes I feel it is, sometimes, the lazy bone pulls me. We'll see.  OK. Bye.

So.. 14 days has past since the start of 2021.  Time flies and school is about to start in a week or so.  Hopefully I can graduate by next year. #fingercrossed  Work has been crazy again. Or rather crazier (as if it doesn't)  Sometimes I feel so tired of it.  When will the callers even use their brain that we cannot make any decisions for them or give them an answer that only the relevant officers can?  (Like probably never)  Also, the newer staff seems to be getting from bad to worse. Please listen when we explain.  I still miss my dog.  I miss Japan.  I need and want more money.  I want to renovate my flat. 

I did not realise that I had not blog at all for 2020. Time flies, it's currently July. Half a year had past and 2020 really sucks. 😩

This year is meant to be really different. My beloved and one and only dog had left us on 29/08/2019. The last day of the 7th lunar month. I really thought that if he could make it through this day, he would get well and recover but he didn't... He probably died in my arms. This is a day I know I will not forget. And I miss you already, my dearest MaoMao. 我最可爱帅气的毛毛，你要一路好走，知道吗？我们都不会忘了你的，永远都不会哦。 你要乖乖的，听话。佛祖来带你的话，要跟着，知道吗？ 虽然再怎么舍不得你，我们知道你也...

What can I say? Time flies like mad! It's already the last day of March! And I had my 37th Birthday last month... Errghh OK, 30 is the new 20, so I'm still in my 20s OK My heart is forever young! I had been through the appeal of the restart of my Uni program, and approval of it, and the "acceptance" of me being a TL - Team Leader. There will always be pros and cons on this and I still have to say, I am still the same person who dislikes trouble and etc.. Well, I guess you can never have the best of both worlds. Money is always a big concern. I am still broke like forever! I had also take the role of a Part time Trainer? Is this the right way to say it? My trainees were not so bad really, one had passed out, taking calls on her own, the other three, i do hope that they can make it sigh... stresssssss! till then, maybe i'll post again soon. adios

My oh my, it's 2019 already! Time really does flies 😎 It's been a little over 6 months since I last post. Life's been good I supposed, except a little down here and there but I survived. We got a car! ヽ(´▽｀)/ Collected the little red on 12 September 2018. Not exactly our dream car but hey, let's start small and what we can afford! My siblings and I are the owners of it but in law, it belongs to my brother. And he's the main payer lolx Sis and I contribute too. 😉 Let's welcome 2019 with a blast and hope I can complete my degree in the next 2-3 years. And yes, please let my appeal be approved. 🙏 And CNY is in a month's time! And I missed Japan every damn year!

And so, today marks the day my grading is upgraded! Officially on par with the TLs! And bonus looks good, so long is on par with last year and not less, I'm satisfied. Woohoo

When you show concern, but people take it for granted. Stupid doc. Stupid shit. Noise pollution. Messed up crap. Never pay to be nice. Waste my time. Can hurry up? Take bloody 10-20mins to amend prescription, you sleeping or what. Bloody hell. Kns. Irritating. Losing patience.

And so, it's 2018! It's also 1st Feb now! Time sure passes by so quickly that we didn't notice that it's another year again! Sometimes, life sucks and yet we still have to move on. So ya... Hope this year would be an awesome, awfully great year!

Sent my V20 for repair last night.. Cos it froze at whatsapp... Then after taking out the battery... Restarting it to get it stuck at LG LOGO... Technician said might be software issue.. Hope so.. LG support does not help... Thus I went private...

It's official. I'm officially an undergraduate. My biggest decision to decide to take up this route and upgrade. Hope I don't regret and complete it with good grades. Bless me! Part time student and full time work... I hope I don't get my brains cracked.... Today marks my first lesson... Good luck to myself and I hope I survive.

For the first time in my life... My fucking phone's screen cracked... Right after I was checking my bus 187 timing and right before I kept it in my pocket. Seriously.. The first time it happened to me and this phone is supposed to my replacement for my deceased Note 7. I am pissed to the max and with my whole month's job is to handle the freshly released agents, trust me, patience is not a virtue to me now. LG customer service just asked my to send my phone to their service center and my warranty will be void like wth. And the technician will give me a quotation... Nope, doubt I'll send it over to them to replace. I had sent SMS to 4 stores now and asking if they do replacement for my phone and at what cost. My budget is $150 I guess... π_π This is an ultimate sad news before CNY. Now I dunno to hate or love this phone... And yes still using it for now.

I was at Qoo10 trying my luck with auctions and I am really telling the truth, I really tried for fun. And now I really won! I am beyond hysterical! (Wait, is this the correct word to use) And it's my dream console!  PS4 SILM!! So so so excited and it's cheaper than retail!!!  Hahaha And so, today becomes the day I spent over 2k cos I paid my school fees for university and my PS4! Will be collecting it soon! And yes Qoo10, your customer service ought to improve. They were not helping me at all when I called and said I can't purchase. Kept offering my voucher and yet they could not check with the seller on why we can't purchase... Wtf... And dear seller, you're absolutely awesome, love how quick you helped me to resolve the purchasing issue!!!  Big thanks!!! 

It's been a ride just like rollacoaster... Happily went to Starhub to recontract for my mobile, choosing the long awaited Samsung Galaxy Note7. It was August. Then came Sept, first recall for the phones cos global-wide, the phones exploded. Actually Singapore do not have this issue, except for some who have the issue of the phone restarting or unable to turn on. Now, comes October / November, which the 2nd and last recall of the phones will come. I'm gonna miss you my dear note7. Till we meet again... (Be it note 8 or 9) I am now, down to using my current replacement - LG V20. Not an LG fan but it's the closest I can get compared to S7 Edge. Initially was planning to settle on S7 Edge but couldn't bring my heart to do so as it's really a downgrade compared to Note7. Internal storage is half compares to Note7. Sigh. The last day I'll ever see my Note7 is 05 November 2016. Rest in peace, my beloved Note7. (2nd one after first recall)

有时候常想，胖难道就是错了吗？ 全世界的胖子都该死吗？ 人不能只看外表，可是现实社会却是只看外表。 悲哀啊。

人类现在貌似都爱以暴制暴了。 无辜 人总被牵连。。。可悲啊。 唉。。。

I'm never a patient person. I'm pissed off to the max. I'm about to curse and swear. I'm controlling my anger. Fucking pissed.

As per the title...  is it always the case? Sometimes when you care too much, or you think you're that "important " but in actual fact, you're not. Perhaps I should care even lesser, be even colder to everyone, everything and should not be bothered by all this at all. I have my family at my side all the time and that's what it matters most. #random #thisislife