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let me see... more than 2 weeks since my last post... very busy.. very sianz... dun like my job already... dun ask me why... cos it's sianz... my life is sianz.. at least when it comes to work... where got customer no brains one... saturday still call u to ask u help them check emails... tat one is really stupid until i'm speechless... totally no brains.. and can he go and fix his stupid internet and stop bugging me a not.... anyway... brought my ah bu n sista n bro to cafe cartel for dinner yesterday... not bad lah... we eat until very full sia.... am doing an e-card for my boss... but so long nv touch flash... very rusty le...

let's see... 1st of Dec... wat did i do... went to Causeway pt with my Mum n treat her to eat Seoul Garden... was deciding bet Sakae Sushi, Crystal Jade, Sanur, Siam Kitchen and Jack's Place... in the end, we chose Seoul... hmmm cos the rest were @ "lunch break" preparing for dinner service le... went n cut n dye my hair... havent take the foto yet... tml then take... cos lazy lah... and bought quite a few mags these 2 daYS... got , , , ... one of them cost me over 10 bucks... i oso bought the DEATHNOTE last week... i think... foto has been taken but my sis havent pass to me... bought chocolates for my family oso... cos they simply love it to bits... hmmm wat else... i hope to find a job that is more to my interest... like illustrating... cos i felt i like drawing more leh... but it's been a while since i've drawn something nice... so i guess i gotta buck up n come up with something even nicer... so at least i feel that i can brush up my skills... and Kinki Ki...

Check this out folks... Kinki Kids's latest Single... and best of all haha "I" Album is coming out in DEC 13 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll get it ~~~~~~~ yeah~

Your answers suggest you are Your answers suggest you are a Realist The four aspects that make up this personality type are: Summary of Realists Loyal and steady workers who meet deadlines Believe in established rules and respect facts Think of themselves as mature, stable and conscientious May appear too logical or tough-minded and forget their impact on other people More about Realists Realists are loyal to the people around them and work hard to keep their promises. They are honest and straightforward with others and expect the same in return. Realists believe in standard procedures and will only support change when there is a demonstrable benefit. Realists are the most common personality type in the UK, according to a nationwide survey. Realists respect factual information, which they store up to use when making decisions. This group likes to have time to think quietly and carefully before taking action. These extremely productive people like to be occupied in their leisure time wi...

sick... i'm down with flu... recently busy until thank goodness my sista come help me over @ my workplace.. so much designs to do sia... then boss had pass over another job that used to be another's designer's one to me... dun ask me why cos i oso dunno why.. dun wanna know too much... workplace is freezing like hell... why the heck go and service the the air-con.. already freezing still service... sniff sniff sniff anyway.... i bought Goong DVD+Goong1.5+OST... bought it from sista's online auction fren... cheap... gd quality.... i like 信 sia... he's very coooool.. lolx... he has hidden inner double eyelid wor... pics can be viewed from my sista's blog @ http://meiyi-koichi-domoto.blogspot.com/ i'm a bit lazy to upload... haiz....

wahahahahaah... new blog skin.. done by sista for me... haha u ask me do other webs can... ask me do blogs... forget it... dun like to see the codings too much haha... anyway.. so far not bad this new skin lolx... arigato neh haha

here i am at home resting it's my day off lah lol..... later meeting my bro n sis and together with my ah bu, the 4 of us are going to watch DEATH Note the movie cos my bro n sis won the movie ticks haha... my bro won the ticks right after he watched it.. dots sia... anyway... i'm glad Brian Mcfadden's going to release his new album soon... thought no news sia... scared the hell outta me.. cos i liked his voice.. his singing rocks... enjoy this from youtube... One of Brian's single - Demons quite nice oso... then the one he sang with Delta oso very nice... Brian n Delta - Almost here (Live) Almost here (MV) currently training this character of mine to be a warrior... -miyuki- is my character.. the one beside me is my sista's character - sunce- lolx... been playing this game for a couple of mths i think... fun ~ okie... post later liao...

Finally... i'm using the pc to post a new entry... yawn~ tiring sia... been working over @ the branch this mth... aunt roslyn is a funny lady... always got jokes so i'm practically a happy person when i'm working there.. i would say that there's lesser stress... not so much of stress.. and this means better life for me... lot more designing stuffs to do though... so far i'm cool....i knew i need to post some pics.. but i dun rem wat pics.... hmmm.. wat izzit ah? anyway.. my bro and sista won the DEATHNOTE Movie Tickets from Chuangyi... so am going to watch the movie soon....

Yawn~ my off day yesterday... cos now it's 2am.... haha now my off days are friday n saturday... will remain so until my boss finds another replacement for the weekends.. otherwise i gotta work on sundays... am so sleepy... spend the day sleeping most of the time.... wantd to post some pics.. but am too lazy... shall do it tml...

~yawn.. been so busy the past few weeks... that i realised i haven't been blogging much... had been confirmed by the company as permanent staff... pay had been adjusted... but still bloody low.... sad... hopefully soon will give me increment again... otherwise how to survive sia.... am working over at the branch this mth... start work at 10.30am then end at 6.30pm or slightly later... but.. there's so much to do sia... time is so so so not enough.... did a open hse brochure for a school last week... will post it once i get the files back from office... yawn... time to sleep.... nitez

it's been a while since i've blog... been lazy n tired.. n busy... i'm talking rubbish..... anyway... been trying to catch up with the animations that i'm watching... finally caught up some... Saiunkoku Monogatari - best !!! love this animation to the lots... graphics are nice, story is solid... love it... well... back to watching animations... tata~

went to my primary school's fren, Yasmin's wedding a couple of hours ago... i'm dead beat... not becos i party with them or wat... i'm not really the type that party or like to attend grand affairs... i'm a loner... i admit tat... there are plenty of times where i wish to be alone... undisturbed... am i getting depressed? i'm not really someone who speaks a lot... i mean there are times i speak up.. becos i wanna to... cos sometimes there are things that i feel it's not right... a thought occured to me that i felt that even in the future if i were to decide not to get marry... i dun think i mind at all... why? at this pt of time... i strongly felt that being single is pretty ok to me...i dun feel so much bothered by the fact that i'm single and no boyfriends at all... at this pt of time.. i do feel so... mayb it's the fact that i've never had a boyfriend or a true relationship before... thus this kinda of thinking... even so... i feel happy at th...

Yawn~ again... tired.. sianz... of a lot of things... anyway... got a lot of comics to buy.. so brighten my life better haha will post again.. happy teacher's day to all my beloved teachers and lecturers !!!

yawn... super tired... stand whole day doing things... honestly.. dun really like doing namecards leh... design is ok... but it comes to cutting... super sianz.. cutting always got problem one... erggghhhh.... am going shopping on saturday... saw some nice but exp skirts but am still buying lolx... i'm crazy i know... but i wanna go order my comics first.. if not wait very long sia... hmmmm happy birthday to you Yong Yu my fren... yes.. i need to pay my singnet bill first... now using 3500kbps lolx.. finally upgraded it yeah!!!!!

..channel U juz started showing 我叫金三顺... i juz realised i watched it last yr... abt the same time i was watching da chang jin... on cable vision... i was already in love with my dear tsuyoshi domoto... 堂本 刚 and i also fall in love with 玄斌... the leading actor of my lovely samshun... lolx... and i fell in love with him again... when i saw the show starting on channel u... honestly... i had nv liked a korean actor before... cos i'm really only into Jpop.. nv Kpop... he was the only one i really admired sia... and of course... my lovely tsuyoshi... liked him since the days he acted in Kindaichi - 金田一少年事件簿... and i still liked him... cos i totally support him n kinki kids... kinki kids... duo jpop grp... solid singers !!!!! my sis will know wat the hell i'm talking abt.. lolx... as in thrgh out the whole passage lolx... she knows i'm crazy over 玄斌 and tsuyoshi...

i think it's really time for a change... i know i haven found my dream job... cos i dun feel much happiness n fulfillment in this current one yet... frenz been telling me that the pay sucks... in fact a lot asking me to look for other jobs... so mayb i will.. mayb i won't... we'll see how it goes from now... mind is pretty F**ked up now cos i'm mentally exhausted... erghhh it's really not my character to do things that kept repeating... the routine is pretty much the same daily... so i'm getting bored... sianz....

i've totally forgotten abt the book i bought yesterday lolx it's Final Fantasy VII - Advent Children 's collective book... scan it with my scanner... cos lazy to load from camera...super nice.. a lot of pics n polygons.. the making is all in !!!! lolx damn nice... glad that i bought it... and spent over $70 yesterday cos + buying this book, my bro n i also bought a lot of comics, got kindaichi (new one), nana, school rumble, tokko, and some new titles... lolx...

izzit time for a change? i'm thinking... sometimes my thoughts ponder so far away that i lost track of time and the things happening ard me... 她的忌日快要到了。由衷的希望她从没离开。。。 人死不能复生。。。 我也知道。。。 唉。。。 只能祈祷现在的她更快乐。。。 my sis bought 2 jap magazines... one of them is this... the other one has Koichi on the cover... she bought it with my $ lolx... then she helped me to buy my EMERGENCY 24 HRS Part 1 starring 江口洋介 & 松岛菜菜子... this one i've been searching for a couple of years.. cos it went out of stock or totally unavailable... then me n my sis saw it at Liang Court's POH KIM... that was a few weeks back when i'm totally broke.. she juz went n help me buy it juz a few days back cos got my pay.. which is not much left now lolx... i got PART 2, PART 3 and the special... but just lack the part 1... lolx now i finally got it... yeah !!!!!

i'm so tired... so sianz sia... bought my router on saturday with the help of zhiliang... bought linksys home gateway... n spend a freaking 3 hrs to install... cos my pc dun have pci card... so i also bought it.. then network is connected.. bt not the internet.. called singnet oso no help... in the end called linksys at 12 midnight.... sad... but the lady was very polite and helped me to the end... finally it's done... and happy belated birthday mitchell...

Been working late these few days... got my pay cheque on the last day of july... not too much cos... i started work on the 10th... so the salary is sorta pro-rated... less than 700 wor... cos after CPF deduction... haiz... how to survive... sad... now got about 5 to 6 projects on hand... 3 namecards to complete, 1 poster, 1 invoice, and most importantly one... my boss wan me n the other designer to revamp the company's webbie... lolx... i long time nv touch web leh... die... need to start reading n refresh myself on the web again liao... this mth our company's promotion is namecards... order 2 boxes, get 1 box free.... lolx... i think i see somemore namecards, i'll go bonkers... juz finished one envelope design oso... lolx... why why why on earth i wan to kill myself by looking for a graphic designer job sia... serve me right...

i'm so freaking tired and busy that i think i'm speechless... so many bloody namecards to do sia... and now got stickers n poster coming... i think i have a lazy bone here somewhere... but u see.. when i start work daily.. usually.. it's non-stop... then lunch time is the only time you can rest a while... otherwise... tired... i dun bring work back hm unless necessary... cos when i reach home i'm like half dead... slept thrgh the way to work n slept thrgh the way back home... pathetic life... but for the sake of money.. i'll tolerate for the time being... sad...

so freaking tiring sia... i've found a job... this is the 2nd week already... i'm actually on 3mths probation... dunno i'll stay on to this job a not... hmmm cos it's actually "bao ka liao" one.. u gotta help out with the photocopying, printing, cutting and etc etc... even though i got the post of graphic designer... but honestly, you work more sia.. haha... now i do until backache... do so many namecards liao... then customers can be very demanding... i'm freaking tired now... plus my cough is on n off... bad... n no money now oso... gotta borrow from my brother who is richer than me now... lolx when my pay comes, think i'm gonna either get a mp3 player... or a hp.... or perhaps a brand new watch... if not... think will spend all on my bills lolx... am thinking of either creative or sony for mp3... if it's sony... think the chances of me getting this model is pretty high... mp3 harddisk walkman : 6 GB or 20GB... 6GB is $299 while 20GB is $399.... ...

sometimes u wonder... how childish can people get... and today i found out... people can get very stupid and childish... they'll start not acting their ages... and started calling ppl older than them aunties or old ladies... and so what if i'm older? is tat a crime? and i believe my friends would agree with me that never mess with ladies... why ? cos u wouldn't wan to b stupid enough to mess with a woman... i dare to say that i'm a patient person... but then once u've tested my patience.. i'm really sorry... i will not allow myself to be teased or agitated by you.... u can go to hell... i rest my hands n case off u.... if i continue talking to him.. i think i'll get my life shorten.. so wat's the pt.. and it's not worth it.. thanks to the advice of congyi n sarah.. i feel so much better after talking to you folks... i appreciate it.. thanks i feel peaceful n calm now...other ppl can go blah elsewhere.. i dun care... i've nv scolded ppl in the gam...

time really flies isn't it... wow... went to my convocation on saturday 1st july... quite fun n nerve-breaking... everyone's so nervous... lolx taken some pictures with the gown on... will post when i got the time... i'm lazing ard....

i think i'm going crazy over games... been playing shui hu online or a.k.a water margin online... and now i'm also playing maplestory... due to the 'invitation' of my fren... level up my maple character to 10 in a couple of hrs... lolx... i'm a magician... will post pics of it... as for my shui hu characters.. i got 3... 2 ladies and 1 man... the man's a monk... the ladies are a literatus and a peasant... cool game i would say... let's just say i'm enjoying the moment of freedom now.. every second of it... lolx those tat are playing maple, or shui hu... tag me and let me know k lolx read some books again over the past few days n weeks.. some are chinese.. some are english... here's some... Nobody But You by Julie Kenner... nice i would say... kept me hooked onto it... it's an action/detective/romance... 3 in 1 Alone by Lisa Gardner this one is very mysterious... but i quite like it.. gd plot

hOOraY !!!! my brO is cOming home tomolo ! lolx hippy! although it' s raining now it does not spoil my mood lolx... and kinki kids is releasing their latest single !!!!

here i am... not sleeping yet...with my dog sitting beside me... and i went to friendster and create my friendster's blog... http://mitsui1031.blogs.friendster.com/shiyis_blogging/ i must be outta my mind... at least tat's what i think sometimes... i love to think... read and draw... mayb i should go be a writer... haha but i think my literature sucks... my language is not strong... hmmm which reminds me.. i need to go and learn japanese soon... my jap now is half a bucket tat kind... i think i'm not tat socialable leh... am i ? hmmm i have close frenz... yes i do have... quite a few.. some are not in singapore now though.. one in Uk, the other in australia... i supposed i'm really the indoor type of person... haha... which one of my fren almost said i had no life.... lolx.. no life meh.. but i got a lot of things to do leh... hmmm oh well... 2 more days and my beloved ototo will be back from NS... cheers!!!!

let's see... currently got a job offer from a company... wanted me to send my resume over... haven't decide yet... hmmm shld i.... anyway think i'll try to update my personal web to my own online portfolio web... the url's http://www.geocities.com/athens1182 but it'll need major revamping... hmm think i'll do both a flash n html site... need to plan sia... and i'll be doing more illustrations so as to improve my skills n portfolio... if i had the mood... lolx...

oh... changed a new blog skin.. nice ? lolx been playing this online game water margin online/shui hu online quite fun... lolx

wow.. just saw my total number of posts... including this posts... it's hitting 100 soon lolx... but my sis hitting 200 sia.. lolx was thinking ofwhen the hell i'm gonna get a job... juz got rejected from one design firm.... sianz... haiz sianz...

my one and 0nly brother went into enlistment today (03/06)... to pulau tekong... stupid NS... taking my one and only brother... can only see him after 2 weeks... on the 16th... FUCK... the hse seems so empty without his nagging and blahhing against my sis... very very empty... it's just too quiet... cos it has always been the 3 of us doing things together... now he's in NS... it's so different now... i miss him already... haiz... i'm in a foul mood.... 12 more days... (as of 04/06)

been reading a lot recently... love the time spent on reading... i did look for jobs... if u're asking... but no news yet.. which is kinda sad... haiz... oh yes... i recommend this book.. juz read finish it.. it's pretty good.. it's "Fanning Old Flames" by Jane Blanchard some how when i read finish this book.. it brings me hope on finding my one and only true love again... haha... it's a sweet story... i enjoyed it very much... folks go read it !!!!

i was wondering when ppl change... do they always always change for the worst.. ? i know that i have a demanding character/attitude... but there are times where u gotta be that kind of person... in order to get things worked... but i can swear that i treat ppl with all my heart... and they always back stabbed u.... there are ppl out there who likes to lie to their friends... and act as if nothing happens... and they thought no one knows abt it... i always like to be free... freedom is everything... i dunno what the f**k i'm talking abt... send a few resumes out... crossing my fingers... hope i can get in... here's part of the lyrics of one of the songs that Kinki kids sang... it's called "BIROODO no Yami" or "ビロードの闇" or "天鵝絨的幽暗" there's a certain part which i like it a lot... (japanese lyrics) 痛いくらいの不安をひとりで抱え 眠れぬ夜に打ちひしがれる こんな時代じゃ退屈な夢も 僕らは見ることさえ許されないんだろう (chinese translation) 一個人抱著那痛心的不安 被睡不著的晚上煎熬 在這樣的時代裡連無聊的夢 也不容許我造吧 and this is from "...

think the flu bug has once again caught me... sianz world book fair is here...but a bit lazy to go...

i'm so tired... dunno why sia... must be the late nites... yawn... went to the library and borrowed at least 6 books to read... finished 2 in 2 days... lolx... it's been a long time since i've read so fast... felt good sia lolx... my bro's going NS next sat... sianz... hope he can come back soon lazy to post pics today... if wanna view some of the pics.. go to my sis's blog (meiyi) or celine's blog.... lollx.. they've posted quite a lot... wish me gd luck in finding jobs leh.... haiz

i just realised that in april, i had only posted 2 entries... goodness... it's the deadline month... no wonder i had such little entries... going to genting soon... hope i can get to really relax and not think of stressful issues... 2 of my gd buddies are in London n Australia... both coming back by end of year... haiz... wanted to blog about something... but i forgot wat izzit... hmmm... anyway... here's some other pics on the grad show exhibition as well as some pics taken over this mth... here's tracy and me... my fellow classmate this is chileong, my pre-uni classmate for few mths.. he came to support me on the opening ceremony of the exhibition !!! this is Roi !!! my animation lecturer !!! the animation guru !!!!! he's the best !!!! this is celine a.k.a kaya, my kaki for this Final Year Project! bought this black forest classic @ 4leaves for mother's day celebration (last nite @causeway pt) my one and only beloved chihuahua ah.. this is tsuyoshi domoto's ...

i'm still sick... flu n cough... few days back.. went to fuwell @sim lim Sq to upgrade my pc... added ram and a 300gb HD...but at nite.. the stupid new HD died on us and causing my entire older HD to crash on me... next day my bro went to change... so far we formatted our pc... lost a huge amt of info and pics and animations.... really sux.... imagine a total lost of 100gb of info, pics, songs, animations.... cos my previous HD is 120gb....haiz... now everything gotta start all over again... so got free space of 420gb of space... finally bought a digital camera... SAMSUNG... cos of it's functions... cos at first gotta get either NIKON or CANON one... but later chose this one becos of the functions and special screen... anyway.. here' some of the grad show pics... that's me and Priscilla (ex-CPF colleague) that's me, Peiyi and Jiawen (my ex-CPF colleagues again) Peiyi and Jiawen me and Peiyi me and Jiawen me, Junhao and Aiqing (both my pre-uni frenz, junhao is also ...

i'm coughing like nobody business... sick and down with flu... graduation show is over... will be uploading pics.. when i feel like logging on again... a lot of my pre-uni frenz came.. including my pre-uni teacher... i appreciate them for turning up... my ex-colleagues came too... thanks a lot dudes !

u see... just when u thought your friends are all on enough to come over to support yr grad show exhibition... in the end.. it seems that they are just ignoring u... they say they'll come but then.. in the end.. not a single soul.. except for 3 of my friends, Chileong, Caraline and even Nelson bothered to turn up and support me... (tat is till today) till today i had 3 gd buddies coming over... those who can't make it.. had at least bothered to tell me that they can't make it... those who had promised earlier... didn't even bothered... i mean... could u please at least bother to tell me that u can't make it... if not... dun even make empty promises... this is not the first time they break promises to me... not the bloody first time... and i 'm sick of it... honestly.. they can break the promises and i can't ? is this fair? or shld i say they dun even bother... even my pre-uni teacher had said he'll try to come...my CPF ex-supervisor oso coming lor.... t...

YEAH!!! It's over... the assessment is finally over... think i made it... now it's the time for the exhibiton... been so busy preparing for the booth that i want to die... lack of sleep for the whole of last week... must have looked haggard sia... will blog more on the grad show exhibition soon...

Once again we survived the pre-assessment yesterday... although our progress is slow... but i hope things work out alright in the end... overslept today and didn't went for the video film talk... but still went to school to work on the booth design with Celine... we hope to finish animating the whole animation by this week.. then the whole of next week we can concentrate on the editing and colouring... i'm crossing my fingers... we're gonna be really busy for the next 2 weeks cos the deadline is very very near... in the next 2 weeks... haiz.... and if anyone wanna ask me out for coffee... pls pls pls make an appointment with me at least 3 days in advance... so i can plan my schedule... pls pls dun call me or msg like 2 hrs before the meeting.... i'll definitely say no... cos i had things planned for the day... so pls... ok ? i truly appreciate the help.... sometimes i forgot i have a blog... thus the long gap between some posts... lolx... bless me... i could use the bl...

This is like so damn true sia... my sis send to me via email... AQUARIUS WOMAN If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader , a real confident type.She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own con...

i need to scan a lot of pics... but i'm very reluctant to switch on the pc at home... dun even feel like switching it on... i'm lazy... really lazy... sianz... my mind is empty... i want to see him in person....