又想起

昨天，又或者是今天凌晨睡前
（凌晨5，6点吧）
我又突然想起了刚
想起了他抑郁的那段时间

不知道为什么
只是突然就这样想起了

突然变得好想好想他

虽然我每天都在想他
但今天凌晨想他的那种欲望好强好强

想起了他那段不开心时候
有没有人照顾他
有没有人关心他

觉得我很郁闷吧
这就是我

时不时会给自己来个不知所措的我。。。

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