朋友

嗯。。。
其实我想说的是
我自己觉得我的朋友其实是挺多的
但是深交的
也就那么几个
我的个性比较淡
我不是那种喜欢整天出门的人
也不是那种喜欢为了交朋友而交的人
曾经有个交了20年的朋友突然之前迁怒于我
说我不再是她的朋友
重点在于，我连发生了什么事都不知道
很可笑吧
我努力修补过，也尝试问过为什么
可换来得不偿失
一次又一次换来了什么。。
so, tell me why I should continue to let myself be humiliated?
there are many times I wanna ask why... but then again, is it that important anymore?
I can swear and say that I've never done anything wrong, but that person would rather
believe someone that he/she has known for like a couple of months, than me...
so I believe, if any of you is me, you would have felt the pain I had back then...

Why am I talking about it right in the morning?
It's just a sudden thought...
Pop right into my mind....
That I feel that I ought to put it in words... as simple as that...

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