...a note on a fanfic in whiteworld...

Thought I should post this...
it's written in chinese again..
and sorry, my story has only been translated half way...
i promise to post it out soon...

below is actually a comment based on the author's own comment...
(one fanfic in whiteworld) who said that he/she
(not sure of the author's gender..) wishes that Tsuyo to get married
to a nice lady, not just any lady.. and he shld just
probably leave the entertainment circle
and live happily with her...

something like that...

i replied the following:

怎么说呢。。。
我其实也和葱葱一样，也希望他可以好好的结婚去。。
但我却不希望他为了结婚而结婚。。
他妈催婚催的很。。我真不希望他是为了他妈妈而去结的。。
如果是，那我到宁愿他保持现状好了。。

他和光一，到底是不是真的。。
估计我们也猜不透的。。。 明白的人自然明白。。。不是吗？
我们或许能做的。。。就是祈祷，保佑，希望。。 他们两人能得到幸福，
快快乐乐的就好了。。。

毕竟，有的时候，只有当事人才能自己解决。。。
结铃还须系铃人啊。。。

自私一点的话，
我倒是希望他和光一好了。。。
虽然路不好走。。
但相爱的两人一定可以克服的。。。

我说的有些矛盾。。。
对不起。。


I said that,
i do hope for tsuyo to get married..
but i do not wish for him to get married for the sake of getting married,
cos his mum has been chasing him or pushing him,
giving him pressure... to ask him to get married...
so i really hope that he does not get married just cos he's mum wanted him to...
if it's so, then i would rather he remain single like now...

i also said that, it's unknown that whether tsuyo and kochan are a couple or not...
we probably can't tell anyway... those who understand
will understand (as in KK's relationship)
what we can probably do, is to pray, wish,
hope for them to be happy, to find their own happiness...
whether if it's within themselves or to find their own life partners...

afterall, sometimes,
a knot can only be untied by the one who tied it... (chinese idiom)
so only KK themselves will know...

and.. i also said...
my own selfish thoughts would be...
i would rather tsuyo and kochan be together...
the road in front of them, might be rough and tough...
but i believe that if they are in love,
they can overcome all obstacles ahead of them eventually

i know i might sound confusing or contradicting...
but that's how i feel... now...

what's more,
they have US to support them for the 300 years or even more~



right...
now then i rem...
i was supposedly to talk abt DMBB 3rd live...
after emailing kazz chan yesterday and
watching the live last nite... (ok i d/l it)

short note (cos supervisor's ard.. can't write too long)
throughout the performance,
i truly believe that Tsuyo was not feeling well
he doesn't just look "black"
he looked pale, he was touching his stomach a lot of times...
so i suspect, his gastric pain is attacking him...

and he slimmed down again..
his cheeks were a bit hollow..
even my sis said that...
T.T

poor tsuyo.. i really hope he's better now....
Kochan seems worried for him too...
haiz...

overall performance was great!!!
somehow, i think showing to TV with only 26mins was too short...
haiz....