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been reading a lot recently... love the time spent on reading... i did look for jobs... if u're asking... but no news yet.. which is kinda sad... haiz... oh yes... i recommend this book.. juz read finish it.. it's pretty good.. it's "Fanning Old Flames" by Jane Blanchard some how when i read finish this book.. it brings me hope on finding my one and only true love again... haha... it's a sweet story... i enjoyed it very much... folks go read it !!!!

i was wondering when ppl change... do they always always change for the worst.. ? i know that i have a demanding character/attitude... but there are times where u gotta be that kind of person... in order to get things worked... but i can swear that i treat ppl with all my heart... and they always back stabbed u.... there are ppl out there who likes to lie to their friends... and act as if nothing happens... and they thought no one knows abt it... i always like to be free... freedom is everything... i dunno what the f**k i'm talking abt... send a few resumes out... crossing my fingers... hope i can get in... here's part of the lyrics of one of the songs that Kinki kids sang... it's called "BIROODO no Yami" or "ビロードの闇" or "天鵝絨的幽暗" there's a certain part which i like it a lot... (japanese lyrics) 痛いくらいの不安をひとりで抱え 眠れぬ夜に打ちひしがれる こんな時代じゃ退屈な夢も 僕らは見ることさえ許されないんだろう (chinese translation) 一個人抱著那痛心的不安 被睡不著的晚上煎熬 在這樣的時代裡連無聊的夢 也不容許我造吧 and this is from "

think the flu bug has once again caught me... sianz world book fair is here...but a bit lazy to go...

i'm so tired... dunno why sia... must be the late nites... yawn... went to the library and borrowed at least 6 books to read... finished 2 in 2 days... lolx... it's been a long time since i've read so fast... felt good sia lolx... my bro's going NS next sat... sianz... hope he can come back soon lazy to post pics today... if wanna view some of the pics.. go to my sis's blog (meiyi) or celine's blog.... lollx.. they've posted quite a lot... wish me gd luck in finding jobs leh.... haiz

i just realised that in april, i had only posted 2 entries... goodness... it's the deadline month... no wonder i had such little entries... going to genting soon... hope i can get to really relax and not think of stressful issues... 2 of my gd buddies are in London n Australia... both coming back by end of year... haiz... wanted to blog about something... but i forgot wat izzit... hmmm... anyway... here's some other pics on the grad show exhibition as well as some pics taken over this mth... here's tracy and me... my fellow classmate this is chileong, my pre-uni classmate for few mths.. he came to support me on the opening ceremony of the exhibition !!! this is Roi !!! my animation lecturer !!! the animation guru !!!!! he's the best !!!! this is celine a.k.a kaya, my kaki for this Final Year Project! bought this black forest classic @ 4leaves for mother's day celebration (last nite @causeway pt) my one and only beloved chihuahua ah.. this is tsuyoshi domoto's

i'm still sick... flu n cough... few days back.. went to fuwell @sim lim Sq to upgrade my pc... added ram and a 300gb HD...but at nite.. the stupid new HD died on us and causing my entire older HD to crash on me... next day my bro went to change... so far we formatted our pc... lost a huge amt of info and pics and animations.... really sux.... imagine a total lost of 100gb of info, pics, songs, animations.... cos my previous HD is 120gb....haiz... now everything gotta start all over again... so got free space of 420gb of space... finally bought a digital camera... SAMSUNG... cos of it's functions... cos at first gotta get either NIKON or CANON one... but later chose this one becos of the functions and special screen... anyway.. here' some of the grad show pics... that's me and Priscilla (ex-CPF colleague) that's me, Peiyi and Jiawen (my ex-CPF colleagues again) Peiyi and Jiawen me and Peiyi me and Jiawen me, Junhao and Aiqing (both my pre-uni frenz, junhao is also

i'm coughing like nobody business... sick and down with flu... graduation show is over... will be uploading pics.. when i feel like logging on again... a lot of my pre-uni frenz came.. including my pre-uni teacher... i appreciate them for turning up... my ex-colleagues came too... thanks a lot dudes !