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So my sis says I talk about KinKi too much... Yes, perhaps it's too much but that's what it is going on in my life at the moment I enjoy letting myself getting surrounded by KinKi and honestly speaking... there's nothing much exciting going on in my life at the moment Life is now work, go home, work again pretty much like that I do meet up with friends I do go out for movies and all and to be fair, people my age, I mean, close friends that I have... have similar lifestyles... we're pretty laid back ppl... okie lah, probably we're a bit lazy... but when you're turning 30 soon... (i have 2 years plus close to 3) not much things can excite you maybe... just maybe, I'll just announce to the world next year that I'm married when I come back from Japan... haha Yes I love Japan that much and Yes cos of Tsuyoshi, I really like Japanese more well... Masaki too lah... (just that he'll always be number 2?) hmmm Life is evolve around KinKi, my mangas, my books.....

Thought I should post this... it's written in chinese again.. and sorry, my story has only been translated half way... i promise to post it out soon... below is actually a comment based on the author's own comment... (one fanfic in whiteworld) who said that he/she (not sure of the author's gender..) wishes that Tsuyo to get married to a nice lady, not just any lady.. and he shld just probably leave the entertainment circle and live happily with her... something like that... i replied the following: 怎么说呢。。。 我其实也和葱葱一样，也希望他可以好好的结婚去。。 但我却不希望他为了结婚而结婚。。 他妈催婚催的很。。我真不希望他是为了他妈妈而去结的。。 如果是，那我到宁愿他保持现状好了。。 他和光一，到底是不是真的。。 估计我们也猜不透的。。。 明白的人自然明白。。。不是吗？ 我们或许能做的。。。就是祈祷，保佑，希望。。 他们两人能得到幸福， 快快乐乐的就好了。。。 毕竟，有的时候，只有当事人才能自己解决。。。 结铃还须系铃人啊。。。 自私一点的话， 我倒是希望他和光一好了。。。 虽然路不好走。。 但相爱的两人一定可以克服的。。。 我说的有些矛盾。。。 对不起。。 I said that, i do hope for tsuyo to get married.. but i do not wish for him to get married for the sake of getting married, cos his mum has been chasing him or pushing him, giving him pressure... ...

很多时候，我很想装傻 很多时候，我很想去爱 很多时候，我很想逃避 很多时候，我想很多事 很多时候，我希望时间停止 很多时候，我希望重头来过 好比现在。。。 另。。 前天的演出。。。知道他不舒服， 我很担心 但我知道，有一个人会好好的照顾他 那就够了。。。 要健健康康的啊。。 刚！

I went to Kinokuniya this afternoon... Bloody hot day (since when it's not hot these days =_=) Okie main point, to help my sista collect her mags, to buy my mangas So i got a bit outta control, bought myself a new graphic novel, then there's barefout (cos got my darling), plenty of mangas (mainly my bro's) the damage was SGD 158.oo but after 20% discount the damage was SGD 128.oo i think i bumped into Esther too, she was meeting her frens. okie what else, i managed to get TV Guide from books.com.tw and now that web's outta stock again I am lucky after all.. phew~ for the first time this year, they are on cover, and in SG, it's outta stock it sounds like a joke but within 15 mins, that mag's outta stock i got pissed, angry, disappointed, within seconds tried ways and means to find, and in the end found it at books.com.tw and at first, cannot buy somemore, all i can do was to "checked" and wait, then they sent me an email, said can order so i quickly pre...

Why is it that... everytime when i listen to Tsuyo's DEVIL... I will cry... Tears will just flow out naturally I feel that I can understand his feelings when he sang this song... I know he cried when he sang this song during his [Si] con... 为何相爱的人总不能在一起。。。 为何一定要伤害他们，你们才会甘心。。。 我恨你们！恨你们伤害了苦苦相恋的他们！ 看到他们痛苦，你们很高兴是吗？！ 不要问我 why 我只是又突然想把困在心里的话说出来而已 Yes, nowadays my thoughts has 80% or more to do with KinKi... they heal my spirit they heal my heart they heal my soul it is their love, their songs, their music that gives me courage that makes me still believe that there's something, perhaps someone i can wait upon in the future if you do not understand why it's because you do not understand them you probably do not understand me as well no one perhaps really did i never really explain why maybe one day if you ask me i might tell you why maybe just maybe i believe none of my friends truly understand the reason why i love KinKi it's also because no one ask me anyway people who love ...

So.. finally.. dunno after how long... KinKi Kids's on the cover of Tv Guide! Will be popping over to Kino to buy tomorrow~ Happy~ i saw the scans from momo got a bit pissed cos that fukakyo, sat so close to kochan... tsktsk wait tsuyo angry then he know.... hmpf yes, it's the kkl soul in me that is typing this... cos to me... KK will always be KKL~

Money has been paid A total damage of $160 but it's worth every single cent of my money Because I truly love them My Japanese may not be good But I'll try my best to understand it For Tsuyoshi For Koichi For KinKi Kids My one and only love