siao Siao MaNGaS FaNatic

...SURPRISE.... i've tendered my resignation letter !!!! hooray!!!! yeah!!!! i know i sound crazy... details will be up real soon... last day of work is 17th May!!! counting down now.... bro is chasing me for the pc so gtg...

First of all... Happy Belated Birthday to Pris Fan, my dear fren... sorry my greetings came a day late... yesterday happens to be my ah bu's birthday oso... and what was i going to say... oh yes... i bought a couple of new books last week... comics too... when it comes to books, i just take and buy most of the time without much thinking... not really good huh... haha i'm still waiting for the book of the yr to arrive in JULY... my harry potter book 7... which i've pre-ordered it 2 mths back... with the help of my sista... haha and i went to Mad, Tracy & Pagan's grad show last week too... GREAT JOB GALS !!! very nice !! but pity didnt see pagan's one cos she had not set up n turn up when i left with Celine... Linkin Park's new album is out!!! "What I've Done" is a damn solid song ok !!! go listen to it, super shiok lor.... and Fall Out Boy's song is damn good too... been listening to some new angmoh songs recently... but my craze is still m...

do not be surprised if there is one day i'm no longer working in this company... there's too many problems popping out... it's very hard to explain... i'm tired... u may think that it's my mood swinging... but it's not...

I realised that i have no life... when my friends ask me out, especially my primary school frenz, i have to reject cos i really really really really cannot squeeze out my time for them... ever since my shifu left the company, i realised i got no more time left for myself, cos i gotta take up the job of 2 designers... even my past colleagues whom i worked in CPF with, we've been trying meet up for ages for a gathering oso cannot.. the only time i saw them was last yr's MAY... during my graduation exhibition... which i invited them to come over... well at least they really give me face to come... i appreciated their thoughtfulness... cos at least they really understand my situation... Yasmin, you're also one darling who understand the poor life of a designer... cos we have no time limit to stop working on the projects... it is do or die... and we have to complete the designs before anything... meeting deadlines is our daily routines... and it's not up to us to change the ...

wahahahaah, i bought so many things the past past week... spent over $200 in a day... but am super satisfied when i bought the things cos they are wat i initially wanted to buy... so am super happy now need to buy a few more items then can more or less clear my shopping list lolx i got so engrossed in this drama and i went to buy it last week!!! bought the whole set at one go haha DVD.. got special cards inside oso... my sista took a lot of the pics.. went to watch this 舞台剧 with my sista on the 1st saturday of march... my bro won the tickets to this drama... damn nice... it's till the end of this mth, showing at national library's drama centre... go watch go watch... and i also bought some books, magazines... now i still need to buy some more books haha... oh yes, my sista helped me to pre-order HARRY POTTER'S 7TH BOOK - THE LAST BOOK OF THE SERIES!!! i can't wait to get the book in july sia 4 more months and i'll get the book!!!! below are the items i've bought...

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i think i'm feeling depressed... or at least i think my mood is pretty unstable... feeling very restless... very sianz... very sick and tired of a lot of things... why... haiz... i want to buy a car but i havent got my licence yet... i want to buy a new phone but i dunno wat model to get or even wat brand... i want to get myself a lot of things but i got no $ ... i want to leave and get my ass over to a long vacation... i want someone to accompany me when i'm sad and i dun mean my dog... i want to get a degree but i got no $ again... it all sum up to excuses n more excuses that i'm creating for myself... i'm trying to run away from reality is it possible to just run away forever... it is not possible at all... not possible at all... i know i know... is it because i just turn 1/4 century old... i'm not thinking straight... help...