...lOst...

sometimes i think i'm lost...
lost in my thoughts
lost in my studies
lost in things that i do

things are looking as good as i think or has it start to look bad... ?
i dunno...
somehow i know i'm pretty stressed...
that i think i dun even want to take another look at my work...

the deadline is getting nearer and nearer...but the desire is just not as high as i thought it would be...

i'm running away from reality...i know that...
but i'm not really doing things to prevent or stop it...

not looking good...
not looking good...


how i wish he's really here...
yes i'm nuts over him... even though he's a super idol and i'm a nobody...
but who cares...
hmpf... as long as i like him tat is all it matters...

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